Incase (A Demi Lovato Fanfic)

ChapterThirtyFour

MiyahsPOV.

I aboslutely love Marissa; she was like a big sister to me. Kind, caring, supportive and a lot more relaxed than Demi was. I'd never really spent much time with her, but she seemed fun, and for the time she was going to stay here would hopefully be a lot more fun.

I stretched and rolled over in bed, smacking my hand harshly down on the alarm. 6:00am. I yawned loudly and flopped out of bed, sleepily rubbing my eyes. I walked into the bathroom and slipped my clothes off. I stood under the hot jets and washed my hair. Stepping out of the shower I wrapped a towel round my hair and another around my body. Standing in front of the mirror I brushed my teeth. I stared blankly at myself. Why was I so ugly? Why couldn't I look like Lottie, Josie, Demi, Marissa. Anyone but me.

Unfortunately I was born into this hideous body, I hated every part of me, all I ever saw was flaws. My body bulged in weird places, my thighs were the size of planets and I pratically had the solar system dotted about my face. Lumps and bumps. My deep thoughts were distracted by the loud beeping of my phone, walking out of the bathroom I picked my phone up of my bedside table. 

Tristan:~ Morning beautiful, I hope you have an amazing day at school, I will meet you outside your school gates at 3:15, we can go for a hot chocolate xxx

I text back:~ Aw thankyou, I hope you have a good day too, I will wait outside. See you later xxx

I unwrapped my hair from the towel and smiled, atleast someone finds me attractive. Sitting at my dressing table I brushed my damp hair through and plugged in the hair dryer, I blow dried it then straightened it. Applying my makeup I forced a smile. Paint on the smile. 

"Conceal don't feel." I repeated to myself. 

Putting on my school clothes I looked at the time. 7:30am. Damn, if I went down stairs, Demi would force me to have breakfast. She doesn't leave to drive me until 8. I picked up my phone and text Lottie. 

Me:~ What time does your bus leave?xx

She replied almost instantly. 

Lottie:~ My stop leaves at 8, Josies is at 7:55, if you're getting the bus today yours would be 7:50, so chop chop xx

Me:~ Okay, thankyou, I will be on the bus because Demi is probably still asleep anyway xx

I slipped my shoes on and swang my bag round onto my back, I slipped my purse into my bag. As I walked out of my room I was greeted by Demi walking out of hers.

"You grab breakfast and I will get changed and drive you to school." She yawned.

"I've had breakfast." I lied. "And I'm getting the bus with Josie and Lottie." I called, half way down the stairs.

"Thats unlike you having breakfast first thing." She replied.

"I know, but I woke up hungry." 

"Promise?" She sighed. "I'm worried about you still Miyah, these councelling sessions don't seem to be helping with much." She said, concerned.

Oh shit. I kind of forgot to mention the fact to Demi that I never went to the private sessions, and then only once went to the group stuff, but that was weird. I felt out of place. Everyone there had real problems, there was girls who were thin as anything, a few addicts, then just sucidal people. They had reasons for being like that, I felt pathetic. I self harmed for pathetic reasons, I am just generally pathetic. Actually I'm surprised my councellor never phoned to say I hadn't been attending. She was probably glad, one less person to worry about and didn't bother looking into my case much, because I am, and everyone thinks it... Stupid and attention seeking.

I ignored Demi and walked straight out the door, I ran to the bus stop. It was a crisp September moring. The wind was strong and it was cloudy. It would probably rain, but who knew. Living in Britain is guess work with weather. The morning is dark, cold and rainy, by the afternoon it's hot and sunny.

I leant against the bus stop and waited. Noone else was at this stop luckily. After five minutes the bus pulled up, I stepped on and brought a ticket. Taking a seat at the top I had five minutes to myself before Lottie and Josie joined me. Putting my feet up on the seat next to me I closed my eyes and thought. Deep thoughts. My emotions were all over the place lately. Mainly because I stopped taking my tablets two weeks ago, I don't think Demi realises anymore. I usually wash them down the sink. I don't need those pills, I have to take five.Well I'm sure there is people worse than me out there that truly need them. They're just wasted on me. 

The bus stopped and the quiet atmosphere soon filled with about 15 school girls, the quietness had gone, girls laughing from every direction. Josie flopped onto the seat next to me. 

"Morning Babe." She hugged me.

The next stop Lottie joined, hugging us both. 

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I jumped out of my seat. 3:15. The end of school. Tristan. Saying my goodbyes to Lottie and Josie I pratically ran to the gates. I turned the corner. He was there, Tristan called my name and I sped up. Until I got close, he opened his arms and greeted me with open arms.

"Hello beautiful." He said, hugging me tight.

We got the bus into town and then went into Costa. He brought me a hot chocolate with cream and marshmallows on the top and himself the same. Sitting opposite eachother he kept smiling, until he said.

"Miyah, I was wondering. Do you.. Urr, would you want to go out with me?" He questioned.

"Of couse." I giggled. "If you well.. want to be with me."

"I wouldn't have asked if I didn't silly." He grabbed my hand and stared deep into my eyes. "You're so beautiful Miyah, I am so lucky." 

I blushed. "You're so hot, I think I'm the lucky one." 

After a few hours out, we got the bus and he walked me up my drive way, just before he left he sealed out goodbye with a strong kiss. 

Tristan asked me out.

I feel something i've never felt before.

Warm and fuzzy inside.

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