From Powerless To Powerful!!

Realizing my strength Ch.4

-(but i'm the one who's really scared as I see myself drifting off into the darkness withing myself...)

As I see everything getting blurrier and darker, everyone's running in fear I feel my body transforming into this...this...monster. I try to regain control of myself I feel as if I have a monster controlling me, I feel all this hate.All I wan't to do is find my friends. I don't know what's happening to them or what's going on all I try to focus on is my friends... as my head spins I fall into a deep slumber.I wake up as myself again I look around to see my friends alright," What happened to you guys." I ask I hear Donatello speaking in the back

" Isela....you ok?"

"yea but I don't know..could be better.."

" We need to figure out what's going on Dontrell!"

" We can't ask he-"

I can hear you guy's by the way, "Oh! Ophelia your awake thank you for saving us!"I Isela almost yells in fear, I saved you guys? "yeah?" you don't remember I can't remember anything Samora all I can remember is that I started to float and then I felt my body transforming then I passed out." Oh well do you want us to tell you what happened." Isela said... Well of course I wanted to know what happened but for some reason I couldn't pull myself to say yes to that question, "Um no I don't want to know what happened Isela i'm okay I really don't want to know im probably better off knowing without knowing anyway.... " Um...okay?" So let's get outta here then.

I get home to my warm,warm bed I try to go to sleep the room filled with silence everything to quiet. I go take a shower, I turn on the hot water I feel the water burning my skin but I just sit there thinking about what all happened today I sit there and let the water soak into my hair causing it to fall into my face.It burns it burns so bad but I just sit here then the room goes silence...I sit in the tub arguing with myself about everything.....everything I could've did to change this awful situation. The days have gone by slower and slower all I hope for is summer to come so I can be free from the terrible work at school having to deal with all those horrible teachers. I have 3 teachers in particular who I hate the most Ms. Alverez, Ms.Perez, and Ms.Buzzard, those are the worst teachers in the world. After my long..long shower I finally going to bed.

I wake up and start to walk around the house.Although everything feels different I see my...my...mom! and I start to run down the stairs to my mom I try to jump into my arms....But I fall to the ground, realizing this is just a dream. I see my mom's image disappear into the mist of my dream, I know that this is a dream but this feels as real as ever I get up off the floor and walk into the living room seeing my dad. Tears start rolling down my cheek knowing that this isn't true, I try to hold in my tears as I walk into the living room and I hear my dad say "come sit down Opehelia" I gasped in shock.I say "What?" He say's sit down honey so we can watch TV as a family with your mother....That's It that's when I couldn't hold it in anymore Tears start rushing down my cheeks. He tries to reach out and grab my arm,"Hon-" No! I snapped back "YOU ARE NOT MY REAL FATHER!!!! SHE IS NOT MY REAL MOM!! I try to hold back the shaking in my voice as I release my feelings. WHY DID IT HAVE TO BE THAT GOT KIDNAPPED AND KIDNAPPED AWAY FROM MY FAMILY!!!...WHY DID YOU GUYS HAVE TO DIE!!? My dad just sitting there listening and trying to stay calm he comes to me and say's "Honey we will always be with you no matter what." Everything starts going dark and blurry again.

I wake up from My sleep thinking about what happened in my dream.I go to brush my teeth take a shower and ya know do my hair and stuff. I pick out this outfit that I think Charles will like well at least I hope he likes it. I pick out my knee cut boots,pink shirt with neon blue hearts on it,and this adorable hoodie :3 I take my shower then put my clothes on. I do my regular routine and start walking to school by auntie. " Bye baby love you and be careful for anyone suspicious OK I heard about what happened!" yes ma'am I will try to control my powers more carefully, I promise now love you auntie." Love you to honey" as I walk to school I see Donnie and Isela talking about there relationship, I holler for them to come over and they tell me they'll catch up later I get to school and I see Adrian And Elijah bodying each other. Edies slams Adrian " you guys are Idiots" I walk past them and get to class to see Charles talking to his friends I sneak in and say,

" Hey Charles your smelling nice hehe." ( Ugh Did I really just say he smelled nice Idiot)

" ughh....OK umm so what are you doing."

"Nothing just chilling with my peeps." ( i'm such an idiot)

" well OK got to go talk to you later best friend.)

The school day went by faster than usual I start walking home and I feel like something is wrong, like I had lost someone or something bad happened at home .But I ignore the feeling and tried to shake it off, it's been almost five hours of hanging out with my friends It starts to get dark I start to go home. I walk a little faster than usual so that my auntie doesn't cause a big seen I get in the house and it's dark really dark and quiet. I scream for my auntie and I heard no reply, so I keep walking and I trip over something and I fall in a wet spot I get up and run to turn on the light because we don't have pets and my aunt never spills a drink. I turn on the light and...and I saw my auntie on the floor covered in cold blood. I knew I felt something was wrong!! Now I was screaming and my voice was shaking I was terrified and Pissed at the same time Tears gushing down my cheeks as I grab her cold body. I look at the wall to see a message written in cold blood saying " If you don't want no one else to get hurt then you'll come to the Oakland Bridge at 12:00 on Saturday."

Now I was mad I scream in anger and pain I no longer had control of who I was, I am no longer the good and nice girl. Now I wanted to kill my body transformed into what now was no longer half human half monster, I was a complete monster now. Now I didn't want to just hurt now I wanted to kill....and who ever gets in my way will be my first victim........

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Hope you guys liked this chapter I made it longer took forever to write leave down ideas about who should die first MWAHHAHAHAHHAH!!!