Drarry One Shots

Half Past Midnight

A/N ~ this story has attempted suicide, self harm, and other things that may be triggering. (I don't own any Harry Potter characters nor do I support any mental health issues. Don't kill your self, don't self harm) enjoy

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"I'm a failure. Worthless. Faggot. Disgusting. Ugly. Mean. Horrible. A Malfoy..." Draco thought as he sat in Moaning Myrtle's bathroom. She had left, even she didn't want to be around Draco. "No one does..." Draco thought. He had recently come out as Bi (even though he knew he was gay, he thought bisexual was slightly better) to his father and friends. His father lost his mind, kicked him out, slapped him, screamed at him... his friends were unsupportive and just made fun of him and refuse to talk to him. His crush, Harry Potter hated him, wanted nothing to do with him. He had no one, no one. Nothing. He took a razor blade to his wrist, he made another cut right by the other hundreds.  He pulled down his sleeves and went to his room to write his suicide note, he made his decision... the notes he wrote read as follows...

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To Pansy...
I'm so sorry, so sorry. I know how much you liked me... I know. But I can never, will never, and have never liked you in that way. You've been such a wonderful friend to me. I know that since telling you I was bi, I crushed you. And to be completely honest I'm not bi, I'm gay. I know that my sexuality will crush you, and what I'm going to do will crush you more, well maybe. You might be happy to see me gone. You were an amazing friend for the time that we were friends. I'm sorry, I hope that you find love in someone else and are happy. You deserve every good thing that comes your way.
Goodbye Pansy Parkinson,
Draco Malfoy

To Crabbe and Goyle
I truly am sorry. I never treated you two like a friend, and even though it may not seem like it... you were my friends. I truly appreciated you guys, but my stupid ego kept me from ever admitting it. You two were there for me for so long. I know that I told you I was bi, but I'm not. I'm gay. I'm sorry, I know neither of you will support me, and I don't ask for your support. You can't support someone who is dead... thank you for your friendship.
Goodbye Vincent Crabbe and        Gregory Goyle,
Draco Malfoy

To Mother and Father...
I know how disappointed you are with me. I know you don't want anything to do with me. But I must tell you, I'm not bi. I'm gay. I know you don't support me. I don't ask for support. All I ask is for you two to live without me, probably won't be that hard... but get over me. I'm a disappointment, I know I am. That's why I'm doing this. Thank you for giving me a roof over my head, food on my table, and a bed to sleep in.
     I love you... goodbye Mother and Father,
Your son, Draco Malfoy

Finally, he wrote one for Harry.

To Harry Potter...
I know, a letter from Draco, hear me out. Please, read this. I love you. I always have, I always will. I know you don't feel the same way, and you don't have to. Once you get this, I'll be dead. I'm going to kill my self. I have nothing left, no friends, no family, nothing. I just want you to know that I love you. You're perfect in every way, you deserve every good thing that comes your way. And me killing myself is in no way your fault. I just couldn't die without you knowing how I feel. I'm sorry for this bomb drop, but if you feel the same way, meet me in Myrtle's bathroom half past midnight. Maybe I'll see you there, maybe not. Don't come to stop me from dying unless you feel the same way. Please.
~Draco Malfoy

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He proceeded to send the letters via owl. Harry received his...