Shays P.O.V

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"GET OUT OF MY WAY... FREAK"
*SHOVE*
Typical nicole. Now my headaches a migraine. I'm so tired of this... Why does nicole hate me so much? Why does everyone hate me so fucking much?? I quickly run to the bathroom to take all this pain out on my wrists. As i pull my exacto knife out tears fill my eyes as i start to cut myself... 1 cut 2 cut 3 cut 4. Why do i do this to myself? WHY CANT I DO ANYTHING RIGHT!
Like i know its bad but its the only option i have. I can't have anyone see me cry... I can't look weak in front of nicole and all her 'followers'.
The cutting numbs the pain and makes me not cry for a while. As i finish up in the bathroom stall i hear nicole come in with her friends.
"Did you hear about that shay girl?"
"Yeah shes such a freak"
"I know right! I feel so bad for her mom having to put up with that"
I cant take anymore trash talk. I quickly run out of the bathroom and down the halls to get to my first class. Maybe class will help distract me from my pain.

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⏰ Last updated: May 23, 2017 ⏰

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