Suicide Note

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Daddy, why cant you see me?

You're little girl sitting, just falling apart.

I call your name, I cry for help.

You look at me and do nothing at all.

I'm all alone, I need someone to be a parent.

To teach me how to live life.

Mommy, cant you hear me?

You're little girl is scared

all she wanted was someone who cared.

You say she blames you, but I didn't

you slapped me,

not once or twice

but many more times, I thought you were kidding.

Brother, cant you smell me?

You're little sister puking again,

not once or twice but all day,

if mom ask you just say " Shes okay"

You see me slowly dying,

And you're still lying.

Sister, cant you care?

Smoking, drinking, doing drugs

showing me the wrong road in life.

I have always looked up to you,

all you do is see through.

First love, does it hurt?

Playing my heart till I cry,

you tell people im just high.

You broke me, and you didn't care,

you just stand and stare.

Tells me to fight, but then you tells me

im Never right.

You ruined my life,

what a sacrifice.

Me, why are you here?

I don't know,

died many times in a row.

Pills, guns and razorblades,

look at all she shades.

Blood running on the floor,

underneath the door.

One, two,three.

Pull the trigger,

Yeah, I thought it was quicker..

Dear boyfriend,

you who cries  while you read this,

me huh? You're not gonna miss.

Just wait a couple of days,

then you find another bitch who actually stays.

I'm gonna miss you,

thats sure,

But my life was pure torture.

Dear Best friend.

Don't you cry,

hold your head up high.

Don't do like me,

I wasn't free.

I would love to live a life,

with only love no sacrifice.

Put your pretty smile back on,

and then you won.

Dear self,

im now laying here,

the blood Is everywhere.

I couldn't fight my demons,

in so young a age,

I was a bird locket up in a cage.

I wasn't ment to be here

but by you im always near.