Dark Paradise *ON HOLD*

Chapter 2

*Harry's P.O.V*

 It was pouring outside, I entered my apartment building soaking wet. I walked towards the elevator wanting to go up to my flat and close off any contact with the world. I was in no mood to talk to anyone, not tomorrow, not ever. I wasn't about to let my guard down for another girl just to fall in love and lose her. the elevator doors opened and I stepped in, as the doors were closing I got a glance of Zayn walking into the building and closing an umbrella. I didn't want any company so I quickly pressed the number for my floor, as it went up I impatiently tapped my foot. I was glad when the doors opened. As I hurriedly walked to my flat Marilyn, the slut of the building came out in only a robe, She must've heard about Victoria's death and had seen me arrive. 

"Harold ! Nice to see you, I just wanted to say- "

"Fuck off." I cut her of mid-sentence

I reached my door and opened it slamming the door once I got in, I looked through the peep hole and saw Marilyn standing there shocked at my response, satisfied with what I saw, I walked away and threw my keys on the counter, once I sat down. There was knocking at my door, I got up, careful not to make a sound. I looked through the peep hole and saw Zayn standing there.

"Harry, open up ! C'mon mate I know you're in there. You're car's parked outside."

Fuck. I forgot I parked it on the street, how was I going to get out of this one?

"I know you just saw Victoria get buried and I understand you don't want to talk to anyone but, you gotta know that we're here for you." He said, now directly through the peep hole.

"Leave me alone Zayn." I say wanting him to go away.

"I won't go away till you open this door and promise me you won't do anything stupid."

"I won't promise anything." I said, turning away from the door and facing the living room.

"C'mon mate I know how you feel... " he said.

"No, you don't know how I feel !" I yelled sliding down the door.

"Actually I do." He mumbled

"What?" I asked completely puzzled.

"Never mind, just open up. I want to give you something that I forgot to give you at the burial." I sighed and opened the door.

"You see it wasn't so hard." he said joking a little. I showed no emotion at all.

"What did you need to give me ?" I asked.

"It was her favorite." he said as he grabbed my hand and put something on it. "She would've wanted you to have it." he said. He turned around and walked out closing the door behind him.  I looked at my hand. It was the necklace she never took off. A tear rolled down my cheek and dropped down onto the floor. It was the paper airplane necklace I had given to her the first date we ever went on. I put it over my head and vowed never to take it off. I walked to the couch and sat down with my head in my hands. The phone rang, I picked the phone up and threw it against the wall. I didn't care if it broke or not. All of a sudden I heard Victoria's voice.

"Hey, this is Victoria, Harry's girlfriend.. He's not here right - "

"Uhh... Victoria, what are you doing?"

"Nothing! I'm not doing anything at all." there was a pause.

"Harry stop!" Victoria said giggling. "Please leave a message and we'll try to contact you soon bye!" Victoria said half screaming and half laughing. The voicemail ended, I remember that day clearly. After the beep, I heard a male voice, I identified him as Victoria's doctor.

"Hello Victoria! It's doctor Bennett and I have some exciting news.. you're pregnant! Congratulations Victoria! Please call me as soon as possible to set up an appointment to see when you're due."  *beep*

It felt as if the world stopped. I couldn't believe what I just heard.

"Sh-She's pregnant.."  I leaned against the wall suddenly getting dizzy, tears started forming. They ran down my cheeks stopping at my jaw and one by one dropping on the floor. She was pregnant. I had not only lost the love of my life, but my first child too.

"How could my life get any worse!" I yelled out in frustration and pulled my hair. I grabbed the vase next to me and threw it at the wall. I went on a rampage destroying things around me out of pure anger and sadness. My heart was already broken and nothing could fix it, Nothing. After a while I calmed down, I was sitting on my couch looking around my apartment, plates and cups lay broken on the floor, paintings were ripped, tables and chairs were broken, but I didn't care. I could get new stuff to replace everything. That's one thing money can do, but it couldn't bring back what was lost.

 // *Authors Note* \\ Sorry for updating superrr latee, we barely finished testing today in school.  here's a long chapter to make it up ! We'll try updating more often (: Hope you enjoy ! and if you guys can please spread the word about our fanfic , it would mean so much !