See Through The Smoke

Chapter 5

Harry's POV

I sit on my bike and nervously wipe my sweaty hands on my jeans for the millionth time. I've been sitting outside of Trevor's house for about 20 minutes. I'm trying to gather up the courage to knock on the door but it just isn't coming to me. He's been looking out his window every few minutes so I had to hide in the bush where the moonlight doesn't shine. I'd usually be at the house across the street visiting the boys right now but I haven't been able to get Trevor off of my mind at all and I really wanted to talk to him since I didn't really get a chance to at school.

He seemed like he wanted to talk to me too. I caught him staring intently at me today at lunch. I should've been creeped out but it was kind of flattering to have someone looking at me like that. I haven't had anyone look at me like that since Niall. He and I used to have the biggest crushes on each other before the fire. However, we never got together because we didn't want the relationship to interfere with the band. I used to sit and wonder what we could've had but it just made me more sad.

I snap out of my thoughts when I hear a car pull into Trevor's driveway. The car turns off and the door opens and out pops Tyler Stevens. I'm a little bit surprised because I didn't know Trevor and him were friends... Maybe they are partners on a school project or something.

I look up and see Trevor wave at Tyler with the biggest smile of his face. Tyler waves back and winks flirtatiously.... Oh, that's a little bit more than friendly. Then Trevor disappears from his window and moments later the front door opens. Tyler pauses at the front door and takes in Trevor's appearance. He looks like he's about to eat him as he eyes him up and down. Trevor is biting his lip and blushing the whole time. Finally, Trevor reaches out and pulls Tyler into the house by his jacket collar. They stumble inside as Tyler kicks the door closed with his foot.

I huff out a breath, feeling defeated. It seems like I won't ever get a chance to have another conversation with Trevor. That really sucks because I was really looking forward to having someone to confide in other than the boys.

I pick up my abandoned bike and head for the house across the street. I've had a long and confusing day and I just want to be comforted by my 4 best friends. Dead or not, they are always there for me. I cross the street and walk through the yard to the back gate. I hook my hand over the gate and unlock it. I wheel my bike all the way to the backyard and set it down when I reach the door I always go in when I sneak in here. I pull out my trusty bobby pin and stick it in the lock. I wiggle it around until I hear the door unlock. I slip my bobby pin back in my back pocket as I silently thank my ex-con uncle who taught me how to pick locks when I was 5.

I slip my shoes off so I won't track in any dirt and I walk in. I head straight for the stairs that lead up to the room where my friends are. I take the stairs two at a time, eager to see them. I reach the top and open the room door and Louis, Niall, Liam, and Zayn cheerfully greet me. I greet them with less enthusiasm. They notice the sad look in my face and Niall and Zayn immediately engulf me in a hug. "What's wrong?", they ask in unison.

"Let me get comfortable and then I'll tell you guys about my day", I say. They let me go and I go to find a place on the carpet to stretch out on. All of their eyes are on me as I settle in. Their waiting patiently for me to tell them about my day. So I take a deep breath and begin retelling the events from today....

TREVOR'S POV

I moan as Tyler kisses my neck while unbuttoning my pants. We've been making out for about 20 minutes and I can tell he's ready to go further now. I have to admit that I'm kind of nervous though. Before, I always told Tyler that I wouldn't go all the way with him because we weren't in a relationship and I wanted to lose my virginity to someone I was really in love with.