You have been with me since day one,
my closest friend always full of fun.
I remember the first day I met you,
it was accidental but eventually we became two.
We spent long hours talking to each other,
sooner or later I didn't know if you saw me as a lover or a brother.
I started to have feelings for you,
the best girl I ever met, I'm not afraid to admit to.
You made my time freeze,
but yet pass like a breeze.
Then I made the mistake of letting you go,
choosing someone before you long ago.
You said you loved me, I loved you too,
but we were young and mistakes were made.
We've been through hell together dear,
I am so glad that I still hold you near.
I dated other girls and that hurt you,
but you dated other guys and that hurt me too.
I am so sorry for what I did to your heart,
I'm just glad we never split apart.
You've helped me countless times and I can't thank you enough,
I tried acting fine but you could always see through my bluff.
I kept screwing up but you stayed by my side,
I appreciate your time and how hard you tried.
I never understood why you stayed with me,
I don't know why you wouldn't just leave me be.
Countless times I've hurt you and I apologize greatly,
I just hope you know I've never done it purposely.
We are here today, both grown and experienced,
many mistakes, errors, and regrets we both have made.
Today we both are tired of the heartbreaks,
I know you're scared to love again, afraid of being hurt or hurting others,
I don't know which, but we both need some pain killers.
I just want to be your medication,
to make you feel better without any hesitation.
I remember every time you came to my concerts,
your beautiful smile accompanied with many pretty skirts.
I remember attending yours without any complaint,
seeing you on the stage made everything worth it.
I remember hanging out for countless hours,
never regretting using this precious time of ours.
Your emerald eyes shining under the spotlight,
that's when I decided to hold on to you with all my might.
I remember first looking into your eyes,
it was like the heaven in the skies.
Your stunning smile always making me stare in awe,
after a while my mind was convinced you had not a single flaw.
Your rich brown silky hair so soft to the touch,
I don't know how I can love you this much.
Your profound love for books and those around you,
I just hope you love me that much too.
Your kindness so touching and nondiscriminatory,
never being greedy and taking all the glory.
Your patience to deal with me,
is so admirable, how did you not leave when I hit strike three?
Your intelligence is beyond mine,
you make everything in my life run fine.
I've fallen for you once again,
I knock on your heart in hopes you let me in.
I swear to never make the same mistake,
I swear not to hurt you like I did that one time,
I really just want to be able to call you mine.
If there are two people who can last,
it's you and I, I can tell from our past.
You are the sweetest girl I know,
no other like you no matter where I go.
I know I don't deserve you because of what I've done,
but you make me happy and smile.
Our calls at night filled with jokes and laughter,
I just want to go higher up the ladder.
You know all my secrets and fears,
I just hope I know how to stop your tears.
I really want to hold you,
to know you like no one else knows you.
Without you everything seems strange.
I want to take away your hurt,
I know we can make it work.
I love you from the bottom of my heart.
I just hope you feel the same about me,
it would make me smile happily.
You've helped me so much throughout my tough times,
I hope to help you throughout yours.
I'm glad you're in my life
and I hope to break the ice.
You're like a beautiful dove,
and I hope to make you happy my love.
