Secrets {Hoseok~JHope Fanfic}

7 ~ D O N ' T B E A F O O L

I know I shouldn't have gone with Hoseok to his little secret spot, and I shouldn't have drank beer all night long and open up to Hoseok.. But that's exactly what's happened.. And now here I am sitting next to Hoseok giggling like a the giant mess I am and admiring how soft his lips look from afar. Curiosity spread right through me and I couldn't help but to lift up my finger up to his lips and get a feel at what it could possibly be like to kiss this boy.

As soon as my fingers touched Hoseok lips, I slowly moved my thumb to the other side of his lips and smiled.

"You're lips are soft." I couldn't help but to compliment his lips and as I continued to feel his lips I noticed Hoseok eyeing down at my lips.

"Do you maybe want to test them out?" I was completely shock at the way Hoseok just blurted out the question without any hesitation. I couldn't seem to answer. I tilted my head to the right and continued to stare at Hoseok as my thumb leaves Hoseok lips. The next thing you know, Hoseok I notice Hoseok leaning in and I just reacted to the situation and didn't even think twice about it.

I closed my eyes and then that's when I felt Hoseok lips on top of mine. Is this really happening? This is my first kiss? I kissed back feeling his lips move against mine. As the two of us continued to kiss our lips moved in sync and at this point I was melting under his spell.. At last the two of us pulled apart and was now staring right at each other. I know I should be regretting the fact that I just kissed a boy who plays with girls hearts... but the kiss I didn't regret one bit...

"You know how long I've been waiting to do that." Hoseok admitted and I froze in surprise. Did Hoseok really mean what he was saying or was it because he was under the influence of alcohol.

"You don't mean that." I blurted out and I slightly pouted. Hoseok smiles and he brings a finger under my chin and continues to stare in my eyes.

"But I do." The more Hoseok was speaking nothing but sweet words the more you felt yourself falling for him more and more.

"Hoseok... why do I feel like you're just going to fuck up my life as this moment?" I mumbled and Hoseok just smiles and again leans in for another kiss. All of this that's happening now I know i'm going to regret, probably not tomorrow or anytime soon.. But the moment Hoseok breaks my heart that's when I will regret ever meeting him..

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I opened my eyes and I looked up and I was back in my room. I looked to my left and looked to my right and I was alone. What the hell happened last night? I slowly sat up from bed and threw my arms up in the air and yawned still trying to figure out how did I even get to my room.

~KNOCK KNOCK~

"Come in." I responded as I stretched over for my phone and I glanced at my phone and see Kevin standing right looking at me.

"How are you feeling?"

"Huh?" I couldn't help but to blurt out and he walks closer to me and stares at me. I don't even remember what the hell happened last night. The last thing I remember is being with Hoseok but I don't remember what I did with him and how I got to my room.

"Well... Last night you left the party early with Hoseok."

"I remember that." I blurted out rubbing my head and Kevin walks closer to my bed and sits at the edge and looks at me.

"Well I don't know what happened after that, I mean I wasn't with you guys.. But Hoseok comes back with you and takes you to your room cause you were pretty drunk and left."

Hoseok brought me home? Does Hoseok maybe know what happened yesterday? Ugh why would I drink alone with Hoseok..

"You guys didn't do anything did you?" Kevins asks and my eyes widen. What is he trying to say? Is he trying to say that I could of possibly slept with Hoseok? NO! I may have been intoxicated but not stupid..