Truly, Madly, Deeply{punk!Harry | Larry AU}

Chapter 4

~recap~

I look down at my hands while I wait for Liam to walk in. But what surprises me is that it's not only Liam, but it's, Niall and Harry too. I scoot farther back in my bed holding onto the side bars as tight as I could. Harry looks at me as guilt spreads across his face. What the fuck?

∞Harry's POV∞

Liam, and Niall had begged me not to go into Louis' room with them, but I had a feeling i just had to go and appologize to Louis for what I did. While I was walking in I looked at Louis on the bed looking frail, bandaged up,hurt, and down right scared. Had I really done that to him? I never thought I could push someone so much to the edge that they would try to commit suicide. I can only blame myself for what Louis had done. I told him to. Multiple times. How could I? I'm such a screw up.

∞Louis' POV∞

Harry walked slowly, and shakily over to the side of my bed. He put his hand on the railing of the bed, causing me to pull mine towards me. I look over to Liam and see he is looking at me with eyes full of apology. Why? I slowly look down to where his hands were and saw he was holding hands with Niall. Oh... "Look, Louis. I'm sorry." I snaped my head over to Harry. If looks could kill, I'm sure he would be dead by now. "You're sorry?! That's all you have to say to me?! You were the one who bullied me for years apon years! And now you say your sorry! Harry, we were best friends when we were younger, how could you let such a stupid thing get to your head! All I said was that I loved you more than you're supposed to with your best friend! But no!!! You had to throw me to the curb like a piece of trash! Without an explanation too! I only put up with the constant bullying was because of Liam! Plus the fact that I knew it couldn't be the real you who was hurting me. I still love you haz..." I whispered the last part hoping he didn't catch it. Or no body caught it for that matter. I looked up from my lap with tears in my eyes to see that Niall and Liam have left the room, leaving only Harry and I alone. Harry looks up at me with... tears? Actual tears? Who could have known that big bad Styles knew how to cry. "I-I... I don't know what to say Louis. I never really thought you would still love me after everything I put you through." I put my hand over his fingers on the railing and I felt that spark from so long ago happen once agian. Clearly Harry felt it too, because his breath hitched. Is this truly happening?

∞Harry's POV∞

When his hand touched my fingers I couldn't help but feel that spark I had longed for since he told me he loved me all those years ago. Now I know I sound real shitty right now, but I honsetly love Louis. I just never admitted it to myslef, I didn't want to. I thought it would hurt my reputation. But seriously? Would it really? I mean c'mon I'm Harry, fucking, Styles. 

I let out the breath I never knew I was holding in, time to come clean and tell him. I took his hand in mine, ignoring the sparks, because if I didn't, well I wouldn't be able to think properly. "Louis, I love you. I have since the first time you told me when we were younger. I feel so horrible that I have been hurting you for so many years, and now this? I don't think I can live with myself knowing that I was the cause of your current condition." He looked at me with shocked and confused eyes. His told a story behind them. Behind all that crystal blue sunshine, they showed hurt, scared, nervousness, and love. Oh how I love to see that in his eyes. Not so much the others but the love I can definitely live for. Oh who am I kidding. I do live for love from him. I just recently accepted that feeling.

∞Louis' POV∞

"Harry I-"

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CLIFFHANGER WOO

I updated!!! im so proud :) but yeah. sorry for the cliffhanger. *not sorry*