Sadness (Paused)

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Sadness is an emotional feeling that someone gets when their heart is broken. We all have been sad before. Sadness is a really hard thing to go through. I have been through it too.

Sadness can come from your family members dying. I've been through it all, but the greatest sadness is someone not loving back. I think it was 3/22/16 when I realized that I liked this girl, but she had no idea that I liked her. I had tried to talk to her but I couldn't. I was too much of a coward to speak to her in school or out of school. When I get near to her the following thoughts ran through my head: "what if she dosen't like you? What if you ask her out and she says 'no' in front of everyone? w-w-what i-i-if she hates my very soul (guts)?" So I paused for few minutes which felt like hours and hours thinking about what should I do.

I finally realized what I left my parents' wings to come to the United States to do, which was to go to school and get a higher education to become the the world's greatest scientist and own a business too. But in the end I'm still in love with her. Everyday I see her my heart starts throbbing insanely. It feels like I was going to die. The worst thing is that she lives by my crib. It was 4/15/16. School was out. I was walking to the bus stop when I heard a voice spouting my name, "Gibson, Gibson!"

When I looked back, I saw no-one. There it was again- the same sweet, gentle and loving voice spouting my name, "Gibson, Gibson, Gibson, Gibson". It suddenly grew louder and louder calling my name, "Gibson, Gibson!" Then the sweet, loving voice died out like putting water on fire.