Violets pov
(Play the the song)
I was walking down a high school area looking straight forward not caring if people were looking at me. I was smoking a cigarret. I look to the right side of me and see a boy looking at me. He was about my age. I look at him and smirk and keep walking. People were staring at me as if I was like a humungous shiny bug. I continued smoking my cigarette. I passed by these girls that were gossiping. One of the girls looked at me but I kept walking not caring. "Hey get over here!" I here the girl behind me yell but I keep walking because I don't care. I felt somebody grab my shoulders and spun me around. It was the girl. She tried burning me with my own cigarette. But I spat in her face. She fell back and her girlfriends came and started helping her. I picked up my stuff and started laughing and running. I saw that same boy staring at me smirking. I was laughing and ran back to my house. I got there and of course my Aunt wasn't there. I go threw the fridge and fine some alchohol. I guzzle the rest of it down. I grabbed my pack of cigarettes and decided to go visit my family's graves. I light my cigarette and get to the graves while smoking my cigarette."Hey guys. You probably can't here me but I have officially lost my mind! I can't live without you guys! Why did you guys leave me!?"
I started bursting out into tears. "This is all my fault! I shouldn't have handed my pack of gum to dad!! This wouldn't of happened!!" I'm still sobbing in tears. "I HATE myself!! Just please say something!! Who am I kidding?! You guys are dead! You can't here me!!" I said letting out a sad chuckle. "I'm actually losing my Frick in mind!!Please help me guys!!" I collapse on the floor and start laughing. "I'm worthless." I whisper to myself.
I decide to go home.
At home...I get home and see my Aunt sitting there with her gross mad face. "Where were you!!?" She yells. "I was visiting a cemetery." I say calm. "Why didn't you call me or text me that you were gone!!?" She said standing up slowly. "Because you've never gotten be a phone before!!!" I yell back while I'm molding my hand into a fist.
She comes up to me and slaps me across the face. I just chuckle and let her beat me up. I started laughing while she was punching and kicking me. Soon my nose was bleeding and I had a swollen eye, a bloody lip and bruises everywhere. She pinned me up against the wall and I was still laughing. She dropped me to the floor and I was coughing up blood and still laughing. I'm messed up. I grab my pack of cigarettes and a lighter and head out the door. I walked into this abandoned building an went to the very top and sat on the ledge. I lighted my cigarette and exhaled my cigarette. "Come here often?" I hear a voice behind me say. I turn around and see the boy that was staring at me and smirking at me earlier today. I don't answer and turn back around continuing to smoke my cigarette. "I'm Ethan by the way."Authors note: CLIFFHANGER!😀😄😃😃😂😅 Ethan finally made an appearence!!! YAY!!!😇😆
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He's my flashlight threw the darkness (Ethan Dolan)
FanfictionI was lonely and messed up. I had no one. Until I met him. He became my everything.