Jeon Jeongguk.
To be very honest,
every since I met that Taehyung guy,
every day,
I've been,
wanting to live.
Am I falling for him?
I wouln't mind.
The real problem now is my father.
And whoever that crazy maniac dude was that tried to kill me.
Was that my father?
Huh.
Even if now I'm not suicidal,
my father's going to out there somewhere,
plotting how to kill me.
The real reason why,
I used to love my father.
I thought,
if I would die, my father would be happy.
I didn't care about myself.
But...
now, I think I see the importance in living.
I'm so lucky,
to have someone like Taehyung.
He accepted the person I was,
and he took on the challenge of making me want to live.
He did it.
It's just that simple.
He did it.
I realized,
if I die, Taehyung would be sad.
And I wouldn't want that.
After all,
the whole reason why I was suicidal and depressed what because...
I wanted others to be happy right?
I wonder what I was thinking for the past 10 years.
Everyday,
trying to kill myself.
Eating things out of trash cans,
stabbing myself,
starving myself,
freezing myself.
That's it.
I'll go to school for him,
I'll do everything he wants me to do.
