Bits 'n' pieces

Scared

I will always be scared
That I am not beautiful enough for you
Or even if I am beautiful at all
I will change what I'm wearing
Five times before I see you
Wondering which pair of jeans will make my body
More tempting to undress
Tell me
Is there anything I can do
To make you think
Damn, she is so striking
She makes my body forget it had knees
Write it all in a letter
And address it to all the insecure parts of me
My thick thighs
My uneven fingers
Your voice alone drives me to tears
Yours telling me 'I am beautiful'
Yours telling me 'I am enough'