I Swear I'm Okay.

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It's okay, it's alright

I know you didn't mean to hurt me, don't worry I'll be fine

This pain will soon slowly subside

Don't let my teary eyes tell you otherwise 

Don't you let them tell you a lie because

Like I said, I'll be just fine

This smile is only here for you

It's a little broken, but it's the best I can do

Because when light has fled your fragile heart

There's little hope for a new start

Watching everything I touch slowly die 

Becomes a burden I carry deep inside

An empty feeling left to hide

You couldn't tell I'm dying inside

I don't know if my silence has done me any good.

Because the person I am today is nothing like the one I knew  

I haven't become someone worth the fight 

Only a coward that always hides

But don't worry my dear I won't let you hear my cries

I won't bother those who still have their light

The darkness may have taken me away

Sweeped me off the ground and on the floor is where I stayed

But I can't watch another fall down with me

I'll only walk away to save you the pain that I'll be

Haven't I become such a disease?

Leaving wounds and spreading the hurt

Just let me be...

I'll find a way to flee 

Sometimes I get tired of holding on

Part of me wants to let go and fall

Fall into the hole made for me 

The one where I'll be buried 6 ft underneath

Maybe then, for once I'll rest

Maybe then, life won't feel like such a test

My eyes will shut and nevermore will I see

The pain and hurt that this world caused me

I'll go down broken and I'll go with scars

With cuts and bruises,

A battle that I thought I fought so hard

I guess it just wasn't enough..

But it's okay, it's alright

Darling, you did hurt me tonight.

But don't you worry, I'll be just fine

While I'll be in this bittersweet grave of mine

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⏰ Last updated: Jul 13, 2014 ⏰

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