It's my secret, and your's to keep

What does it feel like to be loved?

So hello everyone, this story will be updated in really small portions. I am going to say right now, I'm sorry for any grammar or spelling mistakes i make~^~

~Warning:Foul language and other mature content up ahead~

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

"Get the hell out of bed bitch!!" His father yelled at him. But before he could open his eyes he felt the cold floor. Jungkook winced, his bruises hurt and had not yet healed.

"I'm up, I'm up" Jungkook yelled but quickly slammed his hand down on his mouth eye widening realizing what he had just done.

"How dare you disrespect me? I guess you liked the last time I punished you." His father smirked and grabbed Jungkook's leg and dragged him into the bathroom. His father locked the door and filled the bath tub up, when it was the right level he turned off the water and grabbed Jungkook's head and shoved it in the water. Jungkook struggled to get air but it was no use his father was to strong for him. Right when he about to faint from air lose his father lifted his out of the water. Jungkook panted hard taking in large breaths of air trying to breathe normally. "Do you want me to do that again?" He father tightened his grip on Jungkooks hair.

Jungkook quickly shook his head, "No sir."

"Good now go get ready for school you're going to be late", his father let him go and opened the door waiting for Jungkook to leave the room and when he did his father smashed his foot into Jungkook's back pushing him down. "Weakling," His father chuckled and left the boys room, going into the living room to watch the TV.

'Ever since mom died my dad has become more abusive, He's also raped me a couple of times..... which was the cause of my loosing my virginity at age of 10. I'm now 17 and I'm still not strong enough to beat my dad in a fight. Oh mom, how I wish you were still here' Jungkook felt his eyes start to feel warm, he quickly rubbed his eyes and got ready for school.

"Is my breakfast ready yet slut!?" Jungkook's father (lets call him Jackson, just because. :P) yelled at Jungkook who was in the kitchen making food.

"Yes, sir. Would you like it now or shall i leave it on the table?" Jungkook questioned Jackson in a butler like voice.

"Leave it there, I will eat it later. Now leave my sight disgusting creature and get to school. But before you go come over here." Jackson answered. Jungkook walked over to Jackson and stood in front of him. Jackson stood up and slapped Jungkook's cheek leaving a mark. "Don't ever disrespect me in the morning or i will punish you worse then what i did this morning, GOT IT?!" Jackson yelled.

Jungkook nodded and bowed down 90 degrees, "I am truly sorry, Sir" He then walked to door and put on his shoes walking out as fast as he could holding his cheek. When he got outside he noticed a certain someone who was looking extra cute today, Jungkook thought so anyway. And that person was looking right him waving his arms in the air like a weirdo.

"JUNGKOOK COME ON!!" Taehyung yelled still waving his arms.

"I'm coming loser."Jungkook yelled back as a fake smile came arcoss his face. He ran over to Taehyung.

"How are you this fine morning, Kookie?" Taehyung clong to Jungkook's arm. 'His smile can light the darkest night' Jungkook thought without answering the question, he was to busy fantasizing about Taehyung's smile. "Jungkook? Jungkook?" Taehyung repeated his name.

"Hmm?" Jungkook was snapped out of his thoughts and looked at Taehyung, "Oh right, I'm doing okay same as always, I guess." Jungkook faked a smile once again. He hated lying to his best friend. As Taehyung and Jungkook walked to school, Jungkook noticed that Taehyung was still clinging to his arm. He shook his arm making Taehyung stumble. Taehyung frowned and continued walking.