I don't know why but today I feel pretty darn depressed. I mean I'm used to it but what gives it none of my friends care about me. I feel like that one song " Alone with you " by The Outfield my all time favorite rock band. Sometimes even I wonder why I feel so suicidal at times.
Tomorrow is the last day of school, and don't want to leave my friends just like that, because at any moment I could get "forced out my house, and they'll return me to my original"place".... But you know what ,if I leave then I just won't say anything, either way they wouldn't care. They would probably just be like, " oh, Flor's gone. Oh well." You may say it's impossible for your " best friend" to say that, but for me it would be as real as it gets.
I don't want to get hurt ever again so for now I'll stay low.... Maybe even forever. :'(
