The Love In Our Tragedy

first day at school

A/n:well this is my first actual chapter . I'm sorry if it's horrible.  Oh and uhm I do not recommend reading this is selfharm is triggering for you. 

Jake's prov-
High school completely sucks I'm saying this because right now I'm laying on the ground with dirt I'm my mouth. Ah my favorite bully ,"what the f*ck is wrong with you freak." I hear through the crowd of cheering fans of Tom that gathered around us . As I attempted to get up i was pushed back down choking on dirt "stay down fag " ordered Tom.  But just like all the other times my favorite teacher interrupted Tom's fun . "Ok,break it up guys."Mr.allen yelled over the crowd.

He helped me off the ground as the crowd cleared.  "Are you alright ?"Mr.Allen snapped me out of my thoughts of jumping off a bridge."Yeah,I'm fine " I lied. The conversation ended there ,the teachers never care enough to go farther then that. So I skipped the rest of the day and walked home one hour from school.

I finally reached home sweating bullets and praying he wasn't home . I opened the door to my new house stumbling over packing boxes littered over the floor.I let out a breath I didn't know I was holding when I saw dad wasn't on his usual place . The couch was empty,when I was celebrating the fact that I have the house alone tonight the day came crashing down on me . I broke down in tears ,ran upstairs and desperately searched for my blades .

I just want to take the pain away . Grabbing for my box of blades a took the cleanest one and brought it to my skin. I watched the blood drip to the floor as I cursed myself for being who I am . "Why do you have to be such a fag !" I screamed at myself dragging the blade deeper.

After about 10 cuts later I collapsed on to my bed . Crying for what seemed like forever I fell asleep. 

  -time skip-

I was startled awake by a slamming door. "Where are you boy?!"the devil himself screamed. I heard his heavy footsteps up the stairs . Oh God here it comes ,he opened my door ."awe someone had a bad day "he retorted in a sarcastic tone .

I was hoping all he would do is yell. But that's only on his good days.  I found out it wasn't one of those days when I cried out in pain due to a foot slamming into my side. "Get up and get your ass to school lazy fag." He kicked me again and walked out.

I winced in pain as I struggled to get up because he might be back. Walking weakly over to my closet and slipped on a jacket to cover my arms.  And jeans to cover up my many bruises. I sneaked out the house with satin already sleeping on the couch.  Time to start my walk to school.

I pulled up my hood and plugged my earphones in and played my music . As no way out by bullet for my valentine blared in my ears it started to rain.  How great ..but I kept walking, not that I had a choice . About 50 minutes later I arrived at school completely drenched. Walking through the school doors I got so many dirty looks.

I got to my locker and grabbed my books for the day. The bell rang and I made my way to PE my least favorite class. I walked through the doors and relief swept over me when I saw a substitute standing in the gym.  When there a sub we don't have to do anything.  So I went sit in the corner on the top row of the bleachers. 

As I watched the vampires race I listened to my music. I don't know when I dozed off but I was awaken  with a shake. "Hey,dude the bell rang like 30 minutes ag....wait what's that?I was just ignoring him until I felt my sleeve being pulled on. Oh my God Oh my God.

What do I do !! I was panicking until I felt a warm embrace around me and I opened my eyes to see blonde hair in my face.  "Wha-what?"I asked in confusion. He backed away and blushed.

My heart stopped for a sec he was the most adorable person I've ever seen .and he just gave me a hug!! I was snapped out of my thoughts buy a rich deep voice "I'm sorry .. I just noticed your selfharm.  I didn't mean to bother you .but I've been through the same things a few years back."

I stared at him not even knowing what to say ."it's ok,it's get it you don't want to talk to a stranger ."He muttered to me . He went to walk away and I grabbed his hand. "D-dont g-go "I mentally face palmed myself for being so nervous for no reason. 

He turned around and sat on the side of me . We sat in awkward silence for what felt like forever . But he spoke breaking the silence "you wanna talk about it ?"I didn't understand what he meant until he glanced down at my exposed cuts . I quickly pulled my sleeve down and responded with "no thank you I'll be ok ."

He looked a little worried . We stared at each other for a few minutes and I saw somthing move in his hood .. what the heck ? "You ok ?" He asked confused. Oh God I said that out loud.  "Not to sound rude or anything but what are you ?"I asked.

I was a little scared he would be made but he broke out in a laugh. "It's fine dude . I get that all the time ,I'm a neko.  Half cat half human." Wow. .. it's the first time I've met one ...there special. 

"I'm a hybrid half wolf half vampire ." I blushed and looked at the ground. "Really?"he asked in awe . "Yeah "and I pulled my tail out from behind me .

The bell rang before I got his reaction and he stood up "well I gotta go .nice meeting you. "He smiled and waved ."w-wait what's your name?"I asked. "Oh yeah, I'm ash .you?" Ugh cutiest name ever !!"I'm Jake.  Nice meeting you see you later  " and we waved bye.