Gone (A Niall Horan Fan-Fic)

Introduction

Felt like yesterday he left me, my heart sank, it broke it into pieces, he used me for s*x. I was always a huge Niall girl, I loved him to death, and the day I went on the up all night tour, he asked me out, shocking but I loved him and as a huge Niall girl I said yes. Like who wouldn't? He's Niall Horan.

I thankfully never got hate. Now that I think of it, is it because the fans knew he would break my heart and just use me and steal my innocence?

Was I to blind in his love to even notice?
Life confuses me.

After me and Niall started dating he loved me, he gave me all the respect, was a gentlemen to me, was my Prince Charming and I was his princess.

My dreams came true the day we started dating. Slowly we got closer and closer, but now that I think of it, too close. I still remember on our 1 year anniversary he took me to this restaurant, right there he took me somewhere else that appeared to be a room with rose petals on the bed. It had everything that made a girl want to drool and just want to die in her mans arms.

Now I know what that was for. S*x.

He had put his arms around me and had whispered, "I love you princess, you are my everything". After that I don't know from where to where I was on the bed and he was on top of me.

Things happened and they continued.
He didn't use a condom, I didn't mind at first but now I do, knowing he didn't just wanted my innocence and he wasn't going to stick beside me and help me with our baby, now that I like to call it my baby. He left me, he was gone.....
Left me as a single mother.

I took tests, again and again, positive, positive, positive it was. Once Niall had left me I kept taking tests again and again on purpose. Maybe Niall just wanted me to freak me out, maybe I wasn't actually pregnant, he was probably just fooling me.

I was wrong.
100% wrong.

I never expected my idol to be such a jerk from the inside. On interviews and concerts, tours, meet and greets, etc.. he's such a sweetheart. But now I know that's just all a act.

I really and I mean I really do feel sorry for who ever is the next girl he's going to play. I know no one will believe me if I tell them what Niall did to me, because Niall is such a sweetheart in there eyes. He used to be one in my eyes... but honestly all he is, is the devils son.

I can't even say he's Maura's son. Maura is such a sweet angel, she always has been to me. Or maybe she was helping Niall get what he wants, a girls innocence. But that can't be true because after Niall left me Maura was there for me, comforting me like my own mother would, and we still talk sometimes, even Maura got so pissed, well for ladies like Maura's age I would like to say, mad. Not pissed. Even Maura got mad at Niall and didn't talk to him. I know how much Niall loved Maura so I told Maura to talk to him and forgive him and that everything would be alright.

My one and only true best friend London believes me. I told her cause I know she would believe me, I didn't tell anyone else because again he's a sweetheart in everyone's eyes and I would just be a liar. I would be on the news, "Ariana Mendler, lying about Niall leaving her and just dating her for s*x". Not that I wasn't on the news when Niall got me pregnant and then left me.

Everyone felt bad for me but then I don't know what that son of a bitch Niall Horan did, everyone blamed me, me for dumping him and just wanting to have s*x with him, no no no not him, me!! All that Niall did to me, everyone said I did all that to Niall.

Niall didn't even feel bad, he didn't even care, of course why would he, he doesn't give two shits about me, even if the baby inside of me died. Even if I said it's my baby, Niall is still the father, and I can't change that. I am totally against abortion and I do not want to put up my baby for adoption.
Single mother I am. No choice, nothing. "Oh well" is all I have to say.

All the hate I got after Niall leaving me and everyone saying it was my fault I blame Niall for that because I know he did do something, that, that, uh, asshole? Correct.

Today I'm pregnant and the only person to blame is Niall Horan..

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~Niallersprinces