Depressing MysMes Songfics

Can I?

This was based off of the song "Sex" by The 1975. 1586 words

[MARCH 21st] Looking at her now she seems so innocent. Lying in my bed, asleep. I watched her breathe in and out. In, and out. It's so calm, so peaceful. If only everything could always be like this. (Name)'s beautiful face, and her hair spilling all over the pillows.

"..Mnnnmn?" I also loved all the sounds she creates. Her eyes opened at me and she seemed to panic a bit, but just as quickly cover it up. Always caring for other people, or so I thought. "Good morning, Saeyoung." She said, fumbling over her words. Cute.

"Did the princess get her beauty rest?" I put up a cheeky smile, but it was my default. I don't really know what to say. I don't really know how to act in the mornings. But at all costs, I can't say I love her...No matter how much I want to.

"Yeah." Her only response was a weak smile. Both of us jumped out of fear as her phone suddenly rang. She quickly turned away from me, and got out of bed, covering herself by taking one of the sheets with her. "Hey Zen!" she exclaimed happily. All I could do was lay on my side and watch, hoping to hear any good news. If I was lucky, he'd break her heart then and there. That's too much to hope for.

"Really..? Oh great, you'll be home then!" Really, really too much to hope for. "Oh.. Wait till you see what I got you for your birthday!!" Even though she was turned away from me, I could tell she was smiling. She enjoyed talking to him, it's just that he was always away.

"Aww... Your manager? Ok, I love you! ... ... No.. I love you more!" Laughs. "Bye Zen" Even though they'd hung up, she lingered on her phone a little while longer. I could tell she was texting him a heart, or "<3" She always did that after they called. Suddenly my phone rang the tune of the Honey Buddha Chips theme. I glazed over the notification. 'Princess (name) left a message.' I smiled at the self-inserted name I gave her. A few swipes later and a single text made me frown. 'I think I'm going to go...Thanks for letting me stay again!'

I looked up at her, and she stared at me pleadingly. Reluctantly, I replied in a text. 'Ok. See you later.' After she left I laid in bed a little longer, staring at the ceiling.

[APRIL 1st, 11:03 P.M] I didn't bother looking at the chat history.

(707 has entered the chatroom)

Yoosung: Happy B-Day Zen!!

Jaehee Kang: Saeyoung joined.

Zen: Thanks, Yoosung, (Name) <3

Jaehee Kang: Jumin asked me to congratulate you on his behalf. Happy Birthday.

Zen: Hehe I just noticed (name) took this picture of me while we were walking together today <<<<3333