I Am Lost

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My life is becoming more and more difficult by the day by the hour by the minute and even the god damn second... I feel my heart getting ready to just beat it's last beat. My hands ready to make their last gesture. My eyes to see there last sight... And the last sight would be me looking in the mirror with my hands grasping against this gun... The gun has never felt so good next to my brain... As I look deep into my eyes I finally snapped to reality saying to myself "what the hell am I thing?!?" I already know I can no longer live why prolong the situation.. I'm only going to make my suffering last longer... I think I'm ready.... It's time.. To make a deal with satan... I can no longer deal with all this so called life... I am sorry.... I have failed everyone... Everyone told me I won't make it far and I tried to prove them wrong but I guess I was wrong... I have failed... And I am sorry.. I fell into the arms of the devil... I am the angel who has fallen and couldn't reach the stairway to heaven.... I am lost.

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⏰ Last updated: Mar 11, 2014 ⏰

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