never look back

Crystals p.o.v

"He's staring at you" my friend Ashlee said

"Ashlee how many times do i have to tell you that i do not care, he might be new but i just don't care" I said angrily to my best friend

"I know but you need a boy in your life you're to independent and who wants to live with themselves" she said back

"Ashlee let meget this clear since you seem to not understand I don't need a boy just to survive i don't need a happy ending and i certanily don't need him!!" I all about screamed at her

"fine" I heard Ashlee muttered

"Thank god " I thought to myself

I looked at the new kid he was pretty cute though but i can't think like this i don't want to have a happy ending all i want to do is just go to collage and work at my dream job as a hairstylist and a photographer and i don't need any one getting in the way of it. If i where to date him he would just keep me from pursuing my dreams and i certanily don't need that to happen.

I looked over and seen my best friend giving me a sad look ugh i hate it when she gives me that look cause i know that she is gunna give a lecture about how i should be happy and all that sappy shit but she just needs to understand that i just don't feel like getting married and having kids cause i know that i would just get divorced and all that and i don't want that i just want to live with my four dogs and go back to the farm when i turn 18 whick is in two years which really sucks since i want to get out of here.

I gave my best friend a little scowl "look i know what you are about to say and i just want you to know is that i don't need a man and if i did i probably would have met him by now, why can't you just get past that i don't want to have any kids or get married and that i just want to be alone with my animals" I try to explain to her