Love Or Hate ?

Chapter 5 - Coming Out

4 Days Later

Janay POV

So far everything has been going good .

Me and Nique grew closer to Morris over the weekend .

We gave him a make over and he was fine !!!! He never was ugly he just dressed liked a geek and wore big ass glasses that he didn't need . He only wore his glases in school , when he was home he took them off . I guess everybody called him a geek so much it worn on him and he wanted to dress like one . I don't understand why , It's kind of weird and dumb . I would never let anyone change me because I'm smart . They can call me what they want . He had a nice taste in clothing . When me and Nique wen't over to his house he had so many designer outfits in his closet . Some were new with the tags still on them . We asked him why he never wore any of it and his answer was " I'm a geek " .

Me and Nique haven't seen Marco . He texted me after school Friday on our last half day and said that he was gonna be gone for the weekend on business . I knew what that meant . He was leaving to go make a big drop .

Morris , Nique , and I were on our way to lunch . This was the first day of full school and so far so good .

" I have to tell y'all something " Morris said to us looking out the side of his eye as we walked .

" What ? " we both asked .

" I took Nia virginity yesterday . " Me and Nique gasped .

Nia is the only cheerleader in our school that's not a hoe . She ugly , but she have a nice body . I don't really like her because she tries to fit in to much . If she was to just be her self then maybe we could be friends . She hung out with us friday when we went to the mall and skating . I only talk to her because of a Morris . She liked him for the longest and I didn't want to mess a relationship that didn't even start yet .

" Really did it hurt ? " Nique asked . Me and Morris laughed at her .

" Why would it hurt him Nique ? "

" I heard losing your virginity hurts " she said seriously .

" He's a boy , It will be better off if you asked Nia if it hurt-ed "

" I didn't say we both lost our virginity to each other I said I took her's . " We both looked at him .

" Y'all thought I was a virgin didn't you ? "

" Yes " we both said .

We were now walking into the lunch room . We went to get our lunch and found a empty seat in the back before finishing our conversation .

" Do y'all like Nia ? " Morris asked us . I looked over at Nique and she looked at me . We both focused our attention back to Morris .

" Are y'all thinking about being a couple ? " Nique asked him .

" I want to know y'all opinion on her first . " he answered not looking up from his chesse fries w/ bacon .

" You want the truth ? " I asked . He nodded his head in response . " Well I'm not really a fan of her . I don't know how she act when she's only around you , but when it's all of us hanging I think she tries to fit in . I don't like that , I would rather her be herself . " Nique nodded her head in agreement .

" She want to hook up . I told her I'll think about it . " Morris took a sip of his clear fruit .

" There's something your not telling us " Nique said .

" I agree . What's on your mind ? "

" First time I had sex of course I wasn't experienced , but it felt great to bust ! The next couple times I didn't really care to much for it . I thought maybe it was just the girls because niggas be cheating and being extra to fuck all these bitches . What they was feeling afterwards is not what I was feeling . I don't care to much for pussy . I only had sex with Nia yesterday because I thought it would be different to take a girl virginity . I thought the feeling afterwards would match these other niggas but it didn't ! Once she left my neighbor came over ........... " Morris drifted off .