Confused..

Thoughts

The city was covered with dark clouds. It seemed that the rain would happen anytime. The rain bearing clouds were thundering and roaring. The whole of the city was in a rush. Many were running to their home while some were enjoying the weather. Everyone had their own view. The centre of the city was full of hotels,malls,markets,showrooms,icecream parlours etc. So in this weather it was also crowded with people rushing and playfully enjoying the weather. In this mix weather someone there sitting on her balcony was thinking about the deep part of her life. Today again Mehvish was having those types of thoughts. This weather(plesant,breezy)was always breathtaking for her. It seemed that it was saying something,trying to show her the unsaid part of life. She always get into a deep thinking in this weather. The cozy breeze,blowing all her sorrows anxieties and tiredness away,made her feel relax from her daily busy life. This weather didn't often visit her city but whenever it did come, brang freshness, new ideas and swirls of emotions with it. When Mehvish was sad it gave her a deep effect on her heart, it blew away her sorrows. When sbe was happy then also it didn't make any difference she used to get lost in her own world thinking about all the ifs and buts of her life.

At that moment she was thinking about her future as what would happen with her. She was not an ordinary girl wanting to live a simple life. She was a girl with great ambitions. She didnt want to spend whole of her life in that small city. She wanted to earn lots of money and see high life style. She had her own world of dreams. She wasnt selfish she wanted to earn money to help poors,to fulfill each and every needs of her parents to pay back for all the sacrifices they had made for her. She wanted to send their parents to do HAJJ. After that she had her desires. She wanted to become succesful to make her parents proud. Her one more dream was to tour the world.

Uff. So much dreams, so much wants.

She didnt knew whether her dreams would come true or not but what she knew was that Allah was alwys with her.

Lost in these thoughts she was looking at the sky observing the movement of clouds. She was not that much fond of dancing and singing in rain but she was always the one waiting for rain. She liked the way rainwater falls on earth making all the things wet in its way. The smell of soil freshens her soul. She knew that rain was a blessing from Allah  subhana wa ta'ala.

Amidst of her thoughts she forgot that she was still in the house so she couldnt feel relaxed because her biggest tension,her sister,was still in the house to irritate her.

Her sis was always their to do fun with her. She was her life,her inspiration,her role model and her clown who makes her feel good in her sad moments. She loves her very much but never accepted it in front of her.

You know it's sibling thing.

Mehvish was sitting on the chair when her sister,Suzain came there to have fun with her sister. She went and stood behind mehvar and let out a big shriek. On this sudden noise mehvar ,coming out of her thoughts, screamed at the top of her voice. Suzain started laughing like no tomorrow. Mehvish was shocked and for ten seconds she was still until her sisters laughter pulled her out of shock. Now it was Suzain's time to pay back for it.
Mehvish started chasing her and their tom n jerry show started.

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Assalamoalaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuhu . This is my first attempt of writing. I am not that much good in it but I will try my best to do justice with this story. This story has lots of turns and twist.I dont know where I will take this story. I will only write the real emotions which will come in my mind. I am really glad that you chose my story.  
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Allah hafiz & Asslamoalaikm  Warahmatullah Wabarkathu

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