He Doesn't Love You, Babe

🎀 THE SCHOOL SLUTS POV 🎀

WHERE IT ALL STARTED! SHES SPEAKING FROM MEMORY, REMEMBER THAT!

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I'm Kara Foster and I loved my life. How could I not? I had loving friends, family, amazing classmates and not to mention, the most amazing best friend anyone could ask for.

My best friend was on the soccer team and she was amazing at the sport, she always underestimated how proud I was of her. I however, did cheerleading.

Everyone knew about the schools stripper, no one judged him for it which I found weird as if it was a girl, she would've gotten called all different types of names.

Everyone thought the school stripper, Jax, was hot and really attractive. I was in love with him, fully in love. I'd do anything for him and yes most girls say that but I was the only girl who was true to her words.

I tried everything to get his attention but all my attempts always seemed to go unnoticed. I would pull my shirt down more, I'd pull my shorts higher up my waist but it seemed to be doing nothing. I thought guys liked when girls showed a lot of skin?

I then tried to get myself more known, I wanted to be ready for when he did notice me and I didn't want him thinking I was some unexperienced loser that wasn't worth his time. So I practiced.

I lost my virginity to some guy at a party that was being held the weekend I finally decided to take more action, this was just step one of my plan to get Jax to notice me.

It hurt a lot, but I needed to do it. I needed Jax to notice me.

I slept with another guy to get more experience, Jax was finally starting to notice me once I got new friends. Getting my new friends made me have to leave my best friend but I needed to get the love of my life's attention, I was going to explain everything to her when we were finally together again.

My whole closet changed. Instead of my sweats, I had short skirts. Instead of my oversized shirts, I had bra sized crop tops. I did it all for him.

My new friends told me guys love when girls talk in high pitched tones and that's how they normally got guys, they also said they like when girls sleep with everyone who offers. So that's what I did.

I slept with Jax's friend group, it paid off a lot as he started to make conversation with me.

We started flirting a lot which made my heart go crazy and I loved it, I was and still am totally in love with him.

2 months later and we were fuck buddies though I wish we were more, I aimed to make us more. Even if that included scaring other girls away from him which did happen, I clung to his side at all times I could just because my new friends told me he loves that.

I tried to get him to quit his stripper job just so no one would see what was mine, he called me 'fucking crazy' and to never contact him again. I thought he was joking.

The next day I scared off anymore girls that tried to talk to him.

About another month goes by and I catch my old best friend talking to my man. I was going to do anything to keep him for myself, even if that meant having a 'word' with my old best friend.

He was interested in her, I could tell from the other end of the hallway, just the way he looked at her told me everything. I was so heartbroken at that moment but that didn't stop me from making him mine, I'd do anything for his love.