My hope

Chapter 1

Amanda

Welcome to hell which I call my life. I go to a sucky school where the Jocks rule everyone. My parents are on the point of getting a divorce. The only good things I got going for me are my grades and my friends Bow and Paris. We have all been friends since 5th grade. I can't wait until the this school year is over so then I will be out of here since I'm a senior. The other good thing in my life is my favorite group of guys that I support in anyway I can. The groups called Magcon and there's a lot of guys in it like Cameron Dallas, Nash and Hayes Grier, Jack Johnson and Jack Gilinsky, Taylor Caniff, Shawn Mendes, Aaron Carpenter, and a lot more. My dream is to finally meet them one day which probably won't happen. I have been here from day one on supporting all the guys. I have tweeted many times about them. I guess I like them because they help me get through my tough times. Well enough of that let's get this trouble rainy day started. I get woke up by my mom banging on my door at 4 this morning to tell me that her and my dad are leaving that I have to get my younger brothers ready for school. My parents always leave to go somewhere which leaves me at home with the boys. I go back to sleep for an hour before I have to get the boys up. We live in a three bed room two bath house so if I wake one boy up the other one gets up since they share a room. Before my mom had me it was prefect size for my parents and my two older sisters Faith and Lillie. When I was born my sisters had to share a room. Faith moved out when mom was pregnant with Alex one of my little brothers leaving me and Lillie sharing a room. Then Lillie moved out giving me my own room then my mom had the other brother Mark so the boys shared a room. We are all a couple years apart from each other Faith is now 23, Lillie is 21, I'm 18 about to be 19 in about a mouth or two, Alex is 13, and Mark is 11. But back to this morning I got the boys up and ready. They walked to the bus stop, I still have two hours before I have to get ready so I go back to bed. I wake up eat and get dressed in my black skinny jeans that are ripped and a blue crop top. I put on my Vans and walk out the door to the bus stop for Paris to pick me up. Let's get this day over with.