ZNation One-Shots and Kink-Shots

The Good Old Days - Addy/Reader

Fetish/Kink: N/A

Warnings/Trigger: Tried to be sad, First one in a while, Bi!Addy, Matching tattoos

Requested by Anon

' Hey do you only do 10k requests? Because like like like, if you're open to it addy and a fem reader? Please I'm so gay and thirsty💜🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈 Ps so happy you're back '

Your breath caught in your throat as you looked at her blood speckled skin, your cheeks had tear stains and your eyes were puffy. Her hand was soft in yours, turning her hand to rub your thumb over the small heart tattoo on her wrist, you moved your eyes to the same one on your own wrist.

You laughed, "You remember when we went and got these? right after graduation. You told me I was a wuss for being hesitant." She looked at her and sighed softly, "I had the biggest crush on you, i was worried with these tattoos yo'd only see me as your best friend."

"Our last hockey game, you know the day shit hit the fan, I was gonna do it I was gonna ask if you wanted to be my girlfriend." You quickly wiped a tear away from your cheek. "Then we met Mac, and you seemed to like him so i dropped it so you could be happy." You took a moment to relax since your throat was tight.

"Or our first spring break to the beach, we went to California in Sophomore year. My mom hated driving us up there because we were so excited." You laughed, "She even got her own room because she didn't want to hear how giggly we'd be." You took a shaky breath allowing your thumb to trace over her bruised knuckles, "I remember you slept in my bed because you thought your bed was to cold. I remember the way you held me in your arms, the way your fingers ghosted across my stomach." A blush crept its way onto your skin, "or how you'd let me lay your head on your chest while you played with my hair if I was feeling homesick. Then the next morning we'd go to the beach and guys would hit on you left in right, that spring break you pretended to be my girlfriend, you had no idea what that did to me."

"Do you remember the first time we kissed? it was during our junior year, you got invited to a senior party because they wanted to bone you, you invited me as your plus one." You leaned back and smiled, "We were playing spin the bottle, when your bottle landed on me, you were soft and said we didn't need to kiss if I didn't want to because it was just a silly game. All I could do was nod, you leaned in close while your hand gently caressed my cheek as you kissed me." Your eyes flicked up to her as she stirred, "I'd seen you kiss before but you ad never kissed a person that long, or thats what I wanted myself to think."

You took a deep breath, "After Mac passed you were so broken, all of us were. It took a while but you opened up to me again, I was so worried I was gonna lose you." You leaned forward and checked for her breath which was still there but faint, "After a few months you pulled me away from the group and asked me to date you, I was confused about whether it was a dream or if it was a trick but in the apocalypse you have to take ever opportunity at happiness you can get."

"Now I'm gonna lose you, everything was finally going right and now I'm Losing you. I want to go back to the good old days, no screw up no zombies, just you and I." You took a deep breath, "But I know thats not possible. I want you to know.... I love you and that if you need to let go thats okay." You choked and wiped away a tear " It's okay my love, when I die I want you to know I'll find you and we'll get our apple pie life."