i fell,i fell for her,someone who i know will never love me,someone who i know will never know my birthday,someone who always smile at me but never makes an effort to talk to me,someone who keeps avoiding me,and i avoid her too.
why is it her im falling for,she barely knows me and i barely know her but she knows my name and i know hers,but theres other people who knows me better then her,shes cute,shes perfect. i know that i dont want to fall for her,but i did,the minute we met,she cast a love spell on me,a spell that you could never break.i try so hard to push her away but she just comes back,no matter how far i am,shes always there,i always think of her,i dont know how she does that,i dont know whats shes doing to me.
the second she smiles at me my heart beats faster than a something that goes fast but the second i look away i hate myself,i didnt want to fall for her,i just wanted to be her friend,i would have fall for anyone but her,why her,whats special about her,sure shes cute but why has it got to be her.
i should tell her,tell her that i have fallen really deep for her and i just want to get out of the tunnel she created.
why does it have to be me,why do i have to be the one who has to be attracted to the same sex,out of every ten bijillion people it just had to be me,
im just scared to fall...
