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Dream Experience 1: 170527 Lucid Dream

Lucid dream is a dream during which the dreamer is aware of dreaming. During lucid dreaming, the dreamer may be able to exert some degree of control over the dream characters, narrative, and environment.

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Bree's note: SO HI OMFGAJAHAJAKA I'M HERE TO TELL YOU SOMETHING VERY MAGICAL THAT HAPPENED LAST NIGHT AND I CAN'T CONTROL MY FEELS ABOUT IT SO I'M WRITING IT HERE.

Okay, so it started in here.

I went to the comfort room (I don't know why it started from the cr but yeah) because I really want to pee but when I came back to the sofa, they are gone. (I don't even know who am I referring with the 'they'. I just know it. That's how lucid dreaming goes, aye? You can't really remember who are you talking about but you know that there's someone, that feeling lmao I can't explain properly sorry) No one is in the room. I even went outside (a stairs going down then another house) and checked if they're there but no one.

Sidenote: I just wanna tell that the house down the stairs looks so amazing. It was something you see in disney movies, a cottage-like with a small lamp on the doorstep.

I'm really confused, and it was so dark. I'm even having thoughts that this could be a nightmare but no.

Sidetip: If you're not aware that in you're a lucid state, if you think about nightmare and scary stuffs, the lucid dream might really turn into a nightmare because the surrounding is manipulated by your mind. I wasn't scaring you so don't hesitate to go lucid. HAHAHAHA

It was so dark but it was so peaceful. And here I am again, asking myself how can I say that it's peaceful? I don't know too. I just feel like it. And that I'm just really the person in there.

And then suddenly when I look up, I saw an aurora borealis. Idk! That's what my mind suddenly came up upon I saw it. (It was similar from smth I once saw on my gallery of the phone) and I was really in awe! I'm so confused but amazed at the same time, I went running back upstairs (I saw the northern light bcs it was so dark and the first thing that came into my mind it 'its still dawn'). The color was it was blue green, then mixed with i can't rlly remember the colors but its so beautiful! The sky is so beautiful! It has so many stars!

MEDIA: THIS IS THE EXACT PICTURE OF THE SKY I SAW IN MY DREAM OMFG I REALLY SEARCHED IT ON GOOGLE 'blue green starry night sky' AND THIS IS ONE OF THE PICTURES THAT POPPED OUT AND I KNEW THIS IS WHAT I EXACTLY SAW IN MY DREAM

But then I had thought: How can an aurora borealis (aurora borealis is also known as northern lights) appear when I'm living in the philippines? Because it's just smth that would appear on north pole? (Well, you ask how I knew about these things? Its because I love science and I read a lot about things related to science. If I say, a lot, I MEAN IT. HAHAHAHA And in lucid dreaming, everything happens inside the mind so yeah)

At that moment, I thought am i dreaming? My consciousness of my surrounding woke up and I don't know how but I suddenly realised I was lucid dreaming. It really sinked into me that I was suddenly aware that I'm asleep. Because when I saw that starry night with blue light (BECAUSE ITS JUST SMTH I WISHED TO SEE IN THE FUTURE ksjhskajas BELIEVE IT OR NOT) I instinctly pushed two of my fingers in my left palm (one of the reality checks to see if you're awake or not. If your fingers doesn't pass through, obviously you're awake lmao) but then I suddenly floated! You know the weightlessness? Just like how you walk on the moon, that's how I walk. The surrounding suddenly became colorful (idk if what i mean by 'colorful' but yeah) it became light. The dark disappeared and everything looks so pleasing. I started walking by jumping up and down (HAHAHA I KNOW I WAS ENJOYING IT BCS THATS THE FIRST TIME I FELT WALKING LIKE THAT) bcs everytime I jump, it takes moment before I reached the ground ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ.

My heart thumped out of excited as I jumped my way into a road(?) well it just looks like a wide fine pathway beside me as I keep on telling myself to inhale exhale bcs I was really so excited. I need to calm myself down bcs I suddenly remembered smth from an internet article that I've read that when you're too excited, it might disappear so quickly. It was my first time lucid dreaming! Fuck! Lmao sorry. As soon as I calmed down(?) well not really, I keep saying "I am aware" repeatedly while jumping. It felt so surreal.

But I suddenly saw one of my grandma (my auntie's mother) on the road waiting for me while smiling. As soon as I reached her, I still keep pushing my two fingers on my left palm (a reality check) and i'm still checking the surrounding because I might forget that I'm dreaming and I really don't want this to end. She started talking to me like: "When is your birthday"? "What foods do you like" and I was like "eh?" We talked but I can't remember how our conversation went on but what I can remember is we mentioned BTS (A KPOP GROUP IS WAS SO OBSSESSED, as in really) But she kept on talking. I really want to go because I want to explore my dream world more but she's not done talking. I kept pushing my two fingers into my palm because I might get distracted by her and forget that I'm in dream world but when I did the reality check, my two fingers didn't went through my left palm and at that moment, I knew I was going to wake up. I even did another reality check: I did 6 + 6 but when I got the correct answer, I whined bcs I still really want to explore but I knew the lucid dream wouldn't last long. I can't even remember what I did to end it so fast, but I guess I'm still learning.

And then I woke up, my heart beating so fast in excitement. I tried to sleep again and try if it will continue but too bad, I can't get back to sleep. I knew that it wasn't a normal dream bcs I can still remember that I was once "awake" in my dreams. I am aware that I am dreaming and I can do things I can't do in reality. Well too bad, it ended so quickly. I still need to master how to make my lucid dream be clear and vivid.

Anyway, I woke up in a position that I was perfectly laying on my back and the blanket that I used wasn't covered on me lmao. I'm not a messy sleeper but I guess while I'm having the lucid dream, I moved too much. I told my sister about this but she's not interested in things like this so...

I'm still so hyped about this and i'm so excited to sleep again because of this!!!! But I don't know if that would happen again, well I wish. It was really surreal, it was like living in a world you've dreamed of. It was a good escape from reality, eh?

And anyway, I really can't believe I just did a lucid dreaming. It's really something that I wished I could experience. And it was wonderful even though it just lasted for a few seconds (or minutes, I guess?) ♡

Hi. I JUST DID A LUCID DREAMING AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH!!!!