Death of Ego

The spiritual pain, been taking over, The Thoughts on my brain, been weighing heavy like a boulder, Like a heaviness on my shoulders,
I try to be strong,
But some days i wonder how long,
Do i have to deal with this,
So i take astral trips,
And Slow my pace,
Just not to mentally jump off these Cliffs,
Some days i wanna die,
Just to see what it would be like to be one with the sky,
Im just being real,
Most may not overstand,
But this is how i feel,
What do they know about wanting to end it all,
Or Desiring change as i build bridges,
Doing my best to get rid of all these walls