famous isn't lovely. (larry stylinson)

part 3

wednesday, 10th march, 2016

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"i can't handle this anymore!"

i said to liam.

"we have to harry. our lives wouldn't be the same without one direction! you have to try your best. i know it's hard."

liam realy tried to make me happier. every day he tries this. but it doesn't work.

"you don't know anything liam. you have no clue. because you, you haven't got a girlfriend! management didn't give you one of their choice! and i.. i have one.. after all those fake dating rumours with her, they said me, that i have to anounce, that we are inlove! fine liam, but i dont think that you know anything. i still love louis. liam!"

i know this was realy hard of me, but i can't do this anymore. i love louis! and management gave him and me a fake girlfriend and we have to date her and to kiss her in public.

sometimes i just lay in bed and think about how better our lives would be, if we didn't were put together in a band. if we just were as clever as today, we would know, that without 1D, we don't have got those girlfriends. we would be in love with each other and we didn't have to hide this.

this makes me sad, and i start to cry everytime.

louis isn't allowed to come to my room as well. if the fans see us together, they'd start to think that we are inlove.

but this is just when we are on tour. thanks god! i would die without him.

without his arms on my wais, untill we fell asleep.

without his warm words, when i woke up.

without his eyes, looking into mine while lying in bed.

without his breath.

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so, the problem is, that lou started to fell in love with famous. he do everything management says him. he is ready to cut off his arm. only for famous.

he got just horrible in these.

but i still love him. and I know that he loves me too.