I Was Good

no it is not just a phrase ... it's true .....
I was good and I wanted to be ...

It all started one day ... one hour ... one sentence .... two words ...
"We're moving"

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I quickly fixed my eyes on Alice. It could be the last moment when I see her ... I do not know if it would be relieved ...
She frowned at me, "Come on Casey what the hell are you waiting for?!Cops!" I took a deep breath and climbed over the wall " Please Alice ... " I whispered, "what are you want again?" She grabbed my wrist , "I just .... " Her hand squeezed me tighter. Whenever I did this , I lost all strength to resist her , " I just .. I do not know if it's a good idea ... " I almost whispered with fear
She laughed in my face "you would 've scared  pussy ... " she said, but her voice was felt that there does not feel quite right too .
"Just get in there ... otherwise ... " I felt her icy stare ... "Or what ?" I piped up ... I knew all too well what else ... She was blackmailing me
Ever since she urged me to do it ... From that what l moved here with my family ...
" Get in there" Alice pushed me to the door , " but Alice ... people talk about the house really horrible things ... I ... I 'm afraid "
she laughed, " but ... but .... Have a good girl , perhaps afraid of ghosts? dont worry ....ghosts just go to the naughty children .. You Did not looking for a fairy tale ?"
She was laughing at me ....
then hardened her smile. "What do you fear more? human inventions or that .... what I tell everyone?"
I thought about .... no .. about how to think or not ... I opened the door violently to Alice behind me jumped "what do you do bitch?! You almost ripped my sweater on the fucking door ..." No she got scared .. but if she ever admit ...
I shone a flashlight into the "how cozy it is here ..." Alice whispered behind me ....