Over coming my fears?

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*Alissa's POV*
I woke up with a hangover,and what I normally do to get my mind off my hangover is sing,I don't care if everyone is asleep they can help me tidy the house. And with that said I turned my computer on and turned it in full blast and started to sing 'pretty girl by Megan Lindemann'
(Play music)
I can swear I can joke,
I say what's on my mind,
If I drink if I smoke,
I keep up with the guys.

And you'll see me holding up my middle finger to the world,
Fuck your ribbons and your pearls.

Cause I'm not just a pretty girl,
I'm more than just a picture,
I'm a daughter and a sister,
Sometimes it's hard for me to show.

That I'm more than just a rumour,
Or a song on your computer,
There's more to me than people know.

Somedays I'm broke,
Somedays I'm rich,
Somedays I'm nice,
Somedays I can be a bitch.

Somedays I'm strong,
Somedays I quit,
I don't let it show,
But I've been through some shit.

I can swear I can joke,
I say what's on my mind,
If I drink if I smoke,
I keep if with the guys.

And you'll see me holding up my middle finger to the world,
Fuck your ribbons and your pearls,
Cause I'm not just a pretty girl.

I'm more than just a number,
I'm a hater I'm a lover,
Sometimes it's hard for me to show,
That I'm more than just a title.

Or a comment going viral,
There's more to me than people know,
Somedays I'm broke,
Somedays I'm rich.

Somedays I'm nice,
Somedays I can be a bitch,
Somedays I'm strong,
Somedays I quit.

I don't let it show,
But I've been through some shit,
I can swear I can joke,
I say what's on my mind,

If I drink if I smoke,
I keep up with the guys,
And you'll see me holding up my middle finger to the world.

Fuck your ribbons and your pearls,
Cause I'm not just a pretty girl,
Im not just a pretty girl,
Yeah.

I'm not just a pretty girl,
I'm not just a pretty girl,
I can swear I joke,
I say what's on my mind.

If I drink if I smoke,
I keep up with the guys,
And you'll see me holding up my middle finger to the world.

Fuck your ribbons and your pearls,
Cause I'm not just a pretty girl,
I'm not just a pretty girl,
Yeah.

I'm not just a pretty girl,
I'm not just a pretty girl,
I'm not just a pretty girl.

Just as the music stops I turn to my door and see Josh,Simon,Lucy,Harry,Jj,Ethan,Vik and Tobi at the door. " you can sing?" Harry said "i like to keep it to myself" I said nervously josh notices which makes him walk over to me and hug me "thanks josh" I whisper to him "can we please go tidy up from last night?" trying to change subject "yeah okay,but you have to sing to us later" Simon said "I fucking hate you" i said punching him in the arm.

*2 hours later/Josh's POV*
We finished cleaning up the house, Alissa came up to me saying that she don't mind singing infront of them as long as they don't record it. "GUYS SHE ABOUT TO SING" I shouted I heard everyone run down the stairs and run into the living room.

*Lucy's POV*
I know that Alissa doesn't like to sing in front of people,she's must likely to have a panic attack so I sat next to josh "josh I think we should keep an eye on her because she might have a panic attack having 8 eyes on her" I said "when was the last time she had one" josh asked "in the orphanage when you left" I said biting me nails.

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