Drabble 1 : Not a child anymore.

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Centred on the Evil Queen

Pairing : Snow White/Lilith (Evil Queen)

Spoil : Poison

It finally appears to her as an evidence, but strangely, the first time she realizes it, this is not jealousy which twists her belly. At least, not yet. This day, it's Snow White's birthday, who attains her nineteen years old. It happens before, before the king left them to go to war, and also before Lilith let herself be suffocated by the hatred which eats up her.

Yes, today, the princess celebrates her nineteen years old and the queen realizes that she has to be considered as an adult (during her eighteen years' birthday, the queen didn't think about it, because there was no party, as the king was in war). As a step-mother (and so, substitute mother), she was the one who choose her clothing, a dress of a beautiful emerald green ; but the queen didn't expect what she was going to discover. The princess then emerged in her room, clothed of her dress and prepared for the party. She had swirled on herself, and had asked innocently to Lilith:

"Mum, how do you think I look ?" (because at that time, their relationship wasn't yet reduced into pieces, the princess could call her that way, and at the beginning, it made the queen smile. Then, it was not the case, and she did not allow her to do this anymore). Lilith, at this moment stayed frozen, paralysed by what she saw.

She is not a child anymore, was the first though her brain succeeded to express, before she managed to calm herself and then answered her with a sharp tone "you're beautiful Snow". With a smile, the young princess had bow down and then left the room to go with her father. The queen stayed during a little time frozen, while a perfectly recognizable feeling settled in her lower abdomen. Yes, Snow White was beautiful, she always was but now Lilith just realized that she was more than that ; from now on she was desirable and Lilith was not able to move.

She had the impression that it was the first time she saw the young princess as she really was, not only a pretty doll, but also a woman. A woman that she desired as she never desired someone before (definitely not her husband) ; this observation made her become furious, and during all the day she fixed the princess with her eyes. Everyone interpreted this attitude as surveillance and no one understood the desire which gradually overwhelmed the young queen; she felt as if a lot of things had been hidden to her eyes before this day.

And yes, Snow White could not be considered as a child, except that she was still behaving as if she was still one ! With her desire began then to appear a jealousy by seeing her so free and so loved which was something she never lived; a breath of anger blended with a blurred desire invaded her and she decided to leave the party, although it was early and asked her servants to prepare her a bath, so she could calm herself. But it was a wasted effort.

As she was naked, in her bath, images of Snow White assaulted her even though she didn't expect it; images of the princess dressed with this sublime green dress (she shouldn't have make her wear it, she blamed herself, although she knew it would have change nothing), but then other emerged about the princess, without her clothes, this time, and the queen jumped. Oh! She really was not expecting it. These same images, born from her imagination tormented her and finally completely obsessed her; she never saw the princess' body completely undressed but she knew how much she was pretty, and her clothes just perfectly suggested how her forms were perfect. The queen wanted to blame herself for her own thoughts about her step-daugther, thoughts that she never, never should have (because after all, she should have just desire for her husband, but who could desire an ogre? Not her).

Instead of, she couldn't keep herself from letting slide her hand in direction to her tights et, then with a light hesitation, she began to touch herself, thinking to Snow White. She knew it was something wrong (because technically it could be assimilated to incest), but she really needed it, to free herself from this tension, this desire which invaded her all the day, and by biting her lips, so she would not moan the princess' name. As she came, it was with the name of Snow White in though and on the edge of her lips...

After that, she get a grip on herself; she was the queen, married to a man she didn't love, but she had the power after all and she couldn't let herself be took by what she felt !

Consequently, she tried to bury in her all these desire and all the good things she could feel about the princess; then just stayed what she saw this day, the fact that the princess, although she was an adult was still behaving as a child, a thing she was not anymore and she, unlike the queen, she was free. And Lilith could not support it. "So, as I can't love her, I will hate her", she whispered before going to bed just next to her husband who was coming from the party.

And, from this day, the hatred of the queen began to grow against the poor princess...

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