I heard the front door slam which made me jump. I quickly put the photo back down and then left the room. I went into Hannah's room where she lay asleep in her crib. I walked over to her and looked down at her. I'm surprised she's still asleep after all that shouting.
I lightly shook her
" Baby it's time to get up " I said to her
She moved a little before opening her eyes. she smiled at me and put her hands up. I lifted her out and hugged her tight.
" Mommy " she said
" hey baby girl, did you miss me " I asked
" Yeah " she said before laying her head on my shoulder.
I walked over to her bag that sat on the drawers and picked it up. I headed out the room and down the stairs. I opened the living room door to see if Taylor was there. he was sitting on the couch staring ahead.
" That's me heading now " I said
" Cool " was all he said
" You not going to say bye to your daughter " I said
" Of course " he said
I put Hannah down and she ran over to see Taylor. he picked her up and hugged her tight.
" Be good for mommy alright, I love you sweetie " he said and then kissed her fore head
" Why you crying daddy " Hannah asked.
I walked Into the living room and sat next to taylor.
" What's wrong ?" I asked
" Me and tay we're over " he replied
" Why ?" I asked
" I told her that I still loved you and in return she told me she cheated on me " he said
" You love me ?" I asked
" Yes, I didn't want you to believe I was still in love with you. I was happy with tay we where in love well I thought we where, i didn't want to hurt her. that day when you said all that stuff I just wanted you to be mine again but I couldn't hurt tay " he said
" so you still loved me and you weren't going to tell me." I said a little annoyed
" I'm sorry hayles, I should have told you. " He Said
" Damn right you should have, I had to go to my friends for 2 weeks just to get you out my head " I said annoyed
" Wait I thought you where away to your friends for a wedding " he said
" No I lied, I needed time to think. I loved you so much Taylor, I was messed up because I love both you and chad. I didn't know who I wanted to be with. I knew you where happy with tay so I stayed with chad. I wasn't going to wait around and see if you where going to changed your mind " I said
Taylor put Hannah on the floor and she walked over to her play mat. Taylor took my hand and looked into my eyes
" We can be together now, leave chad and be with me. we can be a proper family again don't you want that " he said
" I do, I really do but what if you find another girl. I can't deal with loosing you all over again " I said
" Your never going to loss me, I was stupid for going with tay but you have to understand I didn't know if you where coming back again." He said
" I know, I shouldn't have left in the first place. I was stupid for leaving you and Hannah. please don't ever hate me for what I did and please don't ever think I'm someone I'm not " I said
" I don't hate you for leaving and I could never think of you as that sort of person. you will always be the hayles I fell in love with nothing is ever going to change that." He said before moving over and kissing me
I moved away and looked into his eyes
" You've got to promise me you will never leave me that's the only way I'll let us be together " I said
" I promise " he said
I pulled him Into a hug and lay my head in his shoulder.
TAYLEY !!!
I don't like this book so far hopefully it will get better
