Finding Clarity

Anger

I am 14. I 14 year old who has been through A LOT of bullshit that I never should have went through, but i'm here. 

You are gonna hear me talk about a boy. This boy's name was Kameron. He hurt me in so many ways. Just to sum it up (If you are reading my book "The other woman" stop reading now because this is a GIANT spoiler) this boy made me fall into deep love with him, cheated on his girlfriend for me, and raped me, then ending up telling me that he didn't love me the whole time and wanted me for sex. 

So, Yeah.

I was in love with him. I know older people reading this are gonna be all like "oh your only 14 you don't know what love is! It's just foolish puppy love.". Well, partly true. However, I've found love. I just held on to it for too long and let it get out of hand.
I never planned for my life to be like this... it just happened.
You know that quote were it says something like "you die a hero or live long enough to see yourself become the villan". That is me.
Now how could've I died a hero? Well the boy and I planned to commit suicide together. We were both suicidal, but now that I looked at it. He would've just let me die and pretended like he was gonna do it. I never knew how evil a person could be untill I met him; and just maybe... that's what I needed...