His End; Her Beginning

Who am I?

*Allanna's POV*

You're probably wondering how you ended up here, reading this. But, the truth is I don't know how I ended up here either. I don't know how I ended up this way. I didn't want this. I'm frightened. All I am asking for is help. At 17 you don't really vision yourself as becoming a mass murderer living off people's blood but there's just some kind of weird satisfaction that comes from tearing someones skin off from upon their body and allowing their blood to seep into my mouth as though it were an exquisite champagne. Now you're thinking 'what a freak show' don't worry that's what everyone thinks. You grow used to it.

You see, once upon a time I was your typical depressed teenager done with everything and ready for life to be over with. But now it appears that life won't be over with for a while. You see, everything was normal until the incident of 666, we refer to it as that because of how scary it was and the result of what happened next.

You see, me and mother  were involved in a car crash, which was my fault, and these strange people came to our rescue but we changed and not for the better... To begin with I didn't want to live if it meant living a life like this but I gradually learnt to accept myself while still hating what me and mother have to do to other people, it sickens me. It's a secret which I will never allow anyone outside of the family to know the truth. My friends, my enemies, everyone around me just think that I grew more psychotic and depressed as the days, months and years went by. But, the truth is I am frightened of myself. I'm scared of who I've become and most importantly I don't want to hurt him but some days I struggle to help myself and I don't know what to do. I try to distance myself but that upsets him which makes my heartache. I don't want to be a monster but it's who I am now and I cannot change that.