I woke up in my hospital bed again... was it a dream?
this happens a few times a week, randomly. i cant wait to break out of here. i sit in my room, and think of leo. i think of my parents too. did they really love me? i hate myself for what i put them through when they were alive. i always cried and tried to jump out of my window. they got me leo to keep me company, because i have a hard time making friends. except for sammy. sammy is my age (16), she has brown hair and brown eyes, and freckles all over her face. shes tall, and skinny.
that reminds me... i havent introduced myself.
u already know about the shit in my life thats happened in the past, but i didnt tell u what i look like. I have dark brown hair (u could say it looks black) and bright blue eyes with green in the middle, im short and rather skinny i guess u could say.As i sit up in my bed, i hear yelling and banging from the hall. i try to get up but then i remember im handcuffed to my bed. it sounds like a few guards, and a boy. but the voice dosent sound familiar.... maybe we have a new kid? i try to look out of the window at the top of my door, from my bed and i catch a glimpse of some tall kid yelling while one of the guards is holding him against the wall. i sit back down and play with my thumbs. its boring here......
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*door opens*
"Hello Kathryn, how are you?" the nurse asks me.
"bored" i respond.
"you can go walk around. just don't cause any trouble" she says as she gives me the "u know what happened last time u got in trouble" look. i nod my head and she un handcuffs me. i get up, and exit my room, looking for sammy.
"sammy?" i yell. no answer. the halls are dead silent.
as i continue walking, i reach a black room. i think im hallucinating again. i see a boy in a chair, with a lit candle in his hand. what the hell is going on?
"who are u?" i ask, scared.
the boy turns around, and i wake up again, in my hospital bed.
"what the hell!!!" i scream.
"Kathryn, whats wrong?" the nurse rushes over to me.
"i keep hallucinating. please. i need to stop taking this medicine. and can u un handcuff me from my bed please?" i ask.
"fine. only during the day though" she says, ignoring the medicine question. "i need to bring u somewhere anyways" she says.
"what? why?" i ask scared. is she gonna kill me?
"we have a new member of the asylum and i want u to talk to him, maybe u can calm him down and be his friend" she says as she smiles.
tf u mean member? we r forced to be here.
"fine.. but if he tries to kill me like the last girl u tried to make me talk to, then im gonna be mad" i say as i cross my arms. she leads me to the hall, and to the boys room. hes three floors above me, thats where they keep the REALLY messed up people. i dont know why im not up there... i guess he did something worse than me. but what can be worse than killing ur own parents?
when get get to the top floor, all i hear is screaming and banging on the cells. its basically a prison up here, not anything like where i sleep. im not in a cell like these kids. i wonder why they r all here, or what they did to get here.
we reach his room, it has a ton of locks on it and a code for the staff to scan their IDs. the door opens, and she gestures for me to follow."hello" the nurse says to the boy. or should i say man. his back was turned to us and he looks very muscular. he ignores her.
"kathryn, u need to talk to him, and try to make him more comfortable to talk" she whispers to me. "ill be outside that door, shout if u need me". she leaves the room.
the boy stays on his bed, facing the wall away from me. i sit down on the bed across from him, which was empty because they dont allow roomates.
i dont speak. i just stare at his muscular back. i dont know what to say. i look at my thumbs and play with them, and i feel him turn around. i look up and see his face, oh, his beautiful face. the face of the boy in my dream last night. i scream and run to the door.
"LET ME OUT!!!!! HELLP" i scream. why was this boy in my dream? idk why im so scared of him. the nurse opens the door, and i go back into my room, shivering. the nurse handcuffs me, and i go to sleep. except i cant sleep. i keep thinking about that boy. he was beautiful. what is his name? whys he here? i have so many questions. i soon drift into a light sleep.
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i hear my door open quietly, and still handcuffed to my bed, my eyes barley open. its about 2 in the morning and my eyes r blurry.
"hello?" i say.
no answer. i sit up, and my door is open. i look around confused, and i see the boy in my room.
"what r u doing here..who are you?". i ask.
"im sorry... i didnt mean to scare you earlier today." he says. his voice is so sexy.
"its okay.... idk why i got scared" i say back.
we stare at each other for awhile. i sort of felt like kissing him in that moment.
"whats ur name" i ask.
"grayson. whats urs" he asks.
"kathryn" i respond. "how old are u?"
"17" he responds. "how old are u??" he asks.
wow, he looks 20."16" i say.
"why are u in here?... i mean, like what did u do?" i ask. he looks down and plays with his thumbs. he sits down next to me... a little too close....
"look,i dont want to scare u. i cant tell u why im here" he says.
"why not? im sure its not worse than what i did" i say.
"what did u do?" he asks.
"why should i tell u? if u wont tell me, im not telling u" i say.
he scoots closer to me, hes basically sitting right next to me.
"i dont want to scare u kathryn" he says as he comes closer.
"im not scared of u" i say back. he smirks and looks down at his big hands. i dont really know why he is in my room, hes a complete stranger.
"how did u get in my room? dosent ur room have a ton of locks on it?" i ask, curious.
"i have ways" he smiles at me. that nearly killed me. my heart beats a little faster than normal.
all of a sudden hes gone. just gone. how did he just vanish?
he was mysterious alright.
but i have my ways of finding things out.
just wait...
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(A/N: hey guys holy shit its been so long. idk if im gonna be continuously updating so please dont expect it i dont wanna let anyone down but i legit can never come up with stuff. sorry!
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