~ lost promises ~

~vingt-neuf~

To Serena

9:26PM

I'm the worst kind of human being. Okay?

I'm a monster.

Every time I supposedly 'befriend' someone, I leave them.

I pull them into a false sense of hope when I say I'm going to return to them.

I act as if they're important to me. When in reality they're not.

I try to accept that's true.

I really do.

When they're not.

I'm scared of talking to you because of what I've done to you.

I've already ripped ninety percent of your heart out.

What's going to happen if I destroy the other ten percent?

You'll die.

delivered