It's been so long since I'm In love with you, before I do so I'm so aware of what you are, what's wrong with you or even what you feel. I'm so much aware that you're sick, but do you hear any words from me? All I need is an assurance, that you're fine, if not I'm here willing to lend my hand, my arms to embrace you. You're my only one, my priority, my everything. The moment you say those words to me, it brings urgency, that I doesn't know what should I do. I love you that much to lose you.
When you love a person most especially if one sided love, sobrang hirap kahit ano pa ang sabihin mo na madali lang pero the mere fact hindi kasi parang sasabog ka na sa sakit.
I'm a person na walang pakialam sa mundo, sarili ko lang iniisip ko . Immature kung magisip.
"Hi, Chelsea nga pala right now I'm 22 years old, working in a BPO company.
Let's start my journey to my one sided love.
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Waaaaaaaaaaaa, feeling ko till now I'm still hurt. The way he look at me na ako yung may kasalanan sa kanya, hello!!! Crush ko lang siya nothing more!!!
I cry the whole day at school kasi umuwi na yung crush ko and his back for good to finish his study.
His name is Evan, sobrang tangkad, talino at okay lang his not that gwapo. Esssssssss..
After I cry the whole day, tomorrow morning move on na ako. That's me eh, hindi ako yung tipo na attached sa mga crushes. Buhos ko lang lahat nang isang bagsak wala na yun sakin. First day of school pa nman yun at 2nd yr college ako and I just turned 18..
Ahahahahaha...
Sumapit ang 3rd day of class. I told my friend/classmate na, "Jan, I don't think I can find a crush here sa classmates natin they we're so mature sa face pa lang."
"Ikaw talaga chels, gwapo yung hinahanap eh tska Hoy!! Gising2 din kasi 3 lang tayong babae sa room kaya umayos ka."
My ghhhaaaaaddddd, saan na si baby roegin!!!????
By the way Roegin is my friend, gay friend rather. Classmate ko siya nung first year tska siya na nga cguro ang kilala kong mean na bakla. Lels.
"Hi Dear! "(roegin)
Hello roegx, tambay tayo sa loob nang room wala pa nman eh tska nabuksan na nmin ung aircon don.
Wow!! Super chitchat kami till dumating ung mga kaklase nmin. Deadma lang ksi walang prof.
Until may pumasok na lalaki, at first time ko siya nakita sa campus. He got my attention pero syempre di ko pnahalata.
Ganun ako eh.
I just tell my friends na, kilala nyo un?
Mariel told us na, tumigil daw un kasi di nya gusto ung course at ngaun babalik.
Well kinain ko sinabi ko, kasi someone got already my attention. Diba tanga lang pero syempre di ko skanila sinabi. Iwas iwas muna ako sa mga tukso bka madevelop ako eh. Tsk
Day passes by na parang nkalimutan ko ung mga paghanga ko xknya which is good nman. Friendly nman mga kklase nmin they treat us like a princess. Diba ang ganda lang pero syempre my limits din. Ngaun lang din ako nki get along sa mga kklase ko kc, I've learn my mistake. Treasure your friends or classmates kc they will always at your back.
Lahat na cguro ng kakulitan nggwa kasama cla. Prang sa room nmin ako ung right hand ng mayor kc tamad2 kc eh.
They follow my opinions parang gnun ung setup, I know the work around of the student government kasi nga close ako sa mga student body officials tska na rin sa mga prof. kaya nga ako parati spoke person eh. It's my own way cguro mkuha ko attention nya. Lels landi ko!
