The sound of silence

My Life

I hate myself
I hate myself because you hate me
Words of hatred filling my lungs
Silence is the words not spoken
You hate me but why?
A love long forgotten in the darkness
Depression and sadness taking over
My silent cries at night
Your words shaking my body
Like a nightmare
The memory of your voice embedded in my brain
Stupid Worthless Dumb Retarted
Words that describe me so perfectly
Why am I living on this Earth?
Please God tell me Why?
I am sorry to my mother for being born and a disgrace to the world
It's totally my fault I'm sorry I am disappointing you I am sorry
I am sorry that you hate me so much
I wish I can die so you don't have to remember
Remember having a worthless shit as a daughter
I pray you find happiness somewhere where I am not
I pray I find happiness in the dark
Surrounded by my own demons