I hate myself
I hate myself because you hate me
Words of hatred filling my lungs
Silence is the words not spoken
You hate me but why?
A love long forgotten in the darkness
Depression and sadness taking over
My silent cries at night
Your words shaking my body
Like a nightmare
The memory of your voice embedded in my brain
Stupid Worthless Dumb Retarted
Words that describe me so perfectly
Why am I living on this Earth?
Please God tell me Why?
I am sorry to my mother for being born and a disgrace to the world
It's totally my fault I'm sorry I am disappointing you I am sorry
I am sorry that you hate me so much
I wish I can die so you don't have to remember
Remember having a worthless shit as a daughter
I pray you find happiness somewhere where I am not
I pray I find happiness in the dark
Surrounded by my own demons
YOU ARE READING
The sound of silence
PoeziePoetry is the way to my heart as you read each chapter you go a little deeper in to my heart and my story
