On the day that the hot summer ended,
t'was the beginning.
I saw you.
Everyone around you,
smiles.
I just happen to notice......
I
ENVY
YOU.
BUT....
It was the first time,
that someone smiled at me that way
which kept me into wonder............
such.....
carefree...
happy...
And gentle smile.....
(where might it be now?)
You didn't care
whoever that person is,
you treated everyone equally.
When you'd start a converstion with them,
you'd start with " what's your favorite color"....
and they would reply......
and just like that you would be...
FRIENDS.....
Just from afar,
I always watched under the greenery scene...
I wish that I was close to you.........
Because I feel..
if ever I am beside you .....
you'll bring light to my never ending routine....
we never spoke too each other......
nor did you knew me....
But...
there was this sudden moment...
I was carrying some books,
and you happen to ran into me ...
and.....
BAM!
you offered help,
and I accepted.
we chatted......
but after that there was nothing again....
after that encounter....
my feelings began to expect something....
but nothing happened.
I still remember what you have told me that day.......
when I told a complete stranger about my problems,
you just listened and said;
"Live the way you want, you choose your path and they choose theirs."
after that I never saw him again.
After a while I heard...
He died.
He had a terminal illness,
with only 1 year left when he was diagnosed....
he didn't have a choice to make.
Probably when I last spoke to him he had,
a week left.....
they said that he kept on forgeting things and was like a different person.
I'll never forget them,
that memory and advice that you gave me.
in the end I never got to say...
THANKS
and GOODBYE,
MY FIRST LOVE.
