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I sat alone in the corner, in a criss-crossed way. Drinking my favourite beverage, coke. I drink it almost everyday. It helps me stop my craving of smoking.

Its been 2 years since I last smoked. The reason you ask? It all started when I met the first ever guy who I had a crush on, probably the last one and who liked me back too.

He was cute with his round brown eyes, the way he styled his black raven hair, giving it a bad boy look. Every girl that passes by, couldn't help but stop and stare. We met at the place where most teenagers met.

He was with his group of friends and I was with mine. A few days later, we texted, flirt and all the things you could think of. Except for kissing and dating, we haven't got to that part yet.

We would meet but with our group of friends or if we wanted to we would walk around the place, alone. Every day, I fell for him. Later, I found out he smokes and drinks. Like every girl who fell deep for their crushes, I did too. To impress him.

To have his attention. Every girl would want their crushes attention too right? But I wasn't in my right state mind and I wasn't being careful. A few weeks later, I begun liking it. We would smoke and get drunk together.

A few weeks more, I begin loving the sensation of drinking and the feeling of smoking. I did it each of everyday. My best friends warned me but I was too stubborn to listen.

He told me liked me and soon our flirting incresed and touching was involved too. My best friends was already threatning me to stop smoking or eles our friendship would be no more. They didn't like what my crush was doing to me. Changing me.

Again, I did not listen. A few days later, I heard rumers that he kissed a girl in a rugby game. Thats not the worst part though.

The girl was one of my best friend. I knew she knew I had a major crush on him. I felt so confused and betrayed. It was confirmed when he stopped texting and talking to me.

More rumers came that he was MU with another girl and that wasn't even my ex best friend this time. Not so good part? It was before we even started flirting and texting. I felt so used. I was beyond furious and hurt. I had no one to go too.

All my friends were fed up of me. It was so devestating. 1 year later my mom noticed and she helped me. I told her everything, with no details left behind.

We had a moment and it brought us closer. She got ways to help me stop smoking. She never stopped. That's what I admired about her. She would never give up, especially for her love ones. And I am proud to call her my mom.

So here I am now, still recovering from smoking and replaying the memories that had happened to me. It was a lesson learned and I surely do not regret.

Here's some advices.

If you're going to change for someone, make sure that the person is worth it. Better yet don't change at all. Its either the person accepts you for who you are or not at all. If the person does, maybe the person's the one. If not, then ditch the person and stick to our most loyal friend, FOOD!

Who's with me?

Oh and if your friends just left you just like the story, then they're definitely ain't gon be anybodys true friend.

NUH-UH.

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