Hey guys you sleep well?
I know I didn't,
I didn't sleep at all.
My heart has been hurting none stop I just feel like dying.
Manix who called me lesbian apparently is fake..
Yesterday I found out one of my closes friends was talking about me
behind my back and I went offline for the rest of that day and left the group.
Around 3am I came back on and I tried to sleep but I couldn't.
For 4 hours I sat there crying wishing I was dead.
I lost the one i love 4 days ago and i loved Ashley at the same time when I was with him.
All this hurts me.......
I really do think I was born in the wrong time and in the wrong place..
I really am falling apart everyday get more and more of a challenge and that challenge i loose.
Every cut I made on me is a battle I lost to myself.
If anyone who is reading this and has skype and has not already added me my name is phoebeherexox and you should message me and tell me anyways or trying to stay strong and
fix a broken heart.
My heart at the moment hurts so bad but I am starting to become numb. My heart is becoming numb to the pain. In a weeks time I could end up emotionless if everything carrys
on and maybe if I it doesn't carry on it will still turn me numb.
