Cry Me a River

Part 4

I woke up to a morning of gloomy clouds and heavy rain. The sun was no where in sight but before I checked the clock I was positive breakfast was coming soon.
    The rain was a great distraction from my terrorizing headache.
     I barely remember last night. This was the most sleep I've gotten in a while.
I opened my laptop and went to my blog again. It was just the way I'd left it last night.
If you've been wondering where I've been, I got diagnosed with cancer and I've sort of given up on my blogging.
No that doesn't sound right. I deleted the sentence and tried again.
If you've been wondering where I've been, I recently got diagnosed with cancer. It's been hard on me and I just wanted a break from the blogging. I hope you can understand-
I deleted the last sentence. 'I hope you can understand' sounds too needy and like I'm asking for sympathy. If anything, sympathy is the last thing I want.
I changed I hope you can understand to I will blog as often as I can while I'm recovering. Thank you to everyone who stuck by me through that empty period of time.
-Willow
How many people would read that and think "I thought she was dead!"
My blog got a lot of comments asking if I was okay and wondering if I'd been kidnapped. It feels good to be back.
I sometimes blog about my feelings or thoughts but I usually post pictures. That's one of the main things I miss most about being hospital bound. If I'm extremely lucky maybe that could change one day.
My nurse Amelia knocks on my door.
"Come in."
Amelia brought my breakfast plate and water. Today's breakfast is very similar to yesterday's breakfast. Every morning it's pretty much the same thing of eggs and bacon but if I'm lucky I get pancakes.
I check my laptop one more time to see my amount of blog followers. 1,436. It could be worse.