Miles Away

I couldn't wait too see Kellin, it had been 6 months since I have seen him. I couldn't wait too see his smile again. I was in the kitchen getting a snack and right then I heard the door ball ring. I ran too the door and no one was there, just a note. The note read "Happy Birthday Kendra! We love you so much, Love Mom and Dad. My parents has always cared about me and Kellin since our first date. I picked the card up and went back into the living room too catch up on some The Walking Dead. I fell a sleep and it felt like a second there was another ring at the door. I ran too open the door and there was Kellin, Justin, Gabe, Jack, and Jesse. I screamed and started crying because I missed them so much. Kellin laughed and kissed me and held me while the guys came in for a group hug. They all gave the best hugs. The band went inside the house too rest while me and Kellin was still hugging, I looked at him and asked "How long are you home for?" He looked at me with a sad look and said "Just till Monday, I am so sorry Kendra." My eyes started to tear, but I didn't want him too see.I was so proud of everything he is doing but I have missed him so much, and I wish he could just stay home for just one week. But that never seemed to happen. They went into the garage and started practing for their tour. I went into the bathroom and held my head in my hands and started crying. I changed my clothes so we could go out and eat dinner. I called the guys wifes too come over too see their husbands for the little time they had with them. When I was finished getting ready, Kellin walked in and held me, we both started crying because we had missed each other so badly.I looked at Kellin and asked "Who is going to be on tour with you?" He looked at me and smiled "Just the guys Vic, Tony,Jaime, and Mike, thats all." I smiled because I really trusted and loved those guys like my own family. I heard a knock at the door and I went too open it. It was the girls, they all ran too the garage and started crying and hugging their husbands. We all went too dinner and rode in different cars. The whole ride there I watched Kellin and he made me laugh, certain songs would come on the radio and he would dance and sing too them. When we arrived at the resturant we both kissed before we got out of the car. When we got out the car and came around and held my hand until we sat beside each other at the table. While we all was sitting at the table I looked at all the wifes and saw their faces. I could tell they really missed them and loved them more than anything. Kellin whispered in my ear and he said "Happy Birthday sweetie!" The whole table sung Happy Birthday to me, it was the sweetest thing ever. He looked at me and said "I have been writing on this song for you for a while and I wanted too wait for the right moment too sing it too you." 

Before I knew it, it was Monday morning. Kellin and I walked outside too the bus and hugged and kissed each other. I made a sign the night before too wave him off before leaving. It said "I love you Kellin, please becareful, don't forget too Facetime sweetie!" I went back into the house because I couldn't see the bus anymore. I called Jenna McDougall to come over so I wouldn't be lonely that day. We went out shopping at RetroStar and ate lunch. We came back too Kellin and I's house and watched movies the whole day and night. We even talked about the ones we loved. She knew that I loved Kellin with everything I had. She looked at me and said "Kendra I have too tell you something that no one else knows but you have too promise me you won't tell anyone this." I looked at her and said "I promise, you can tell me anything remember!" She looked at me and smiled and said "I have been in love with Vic since we went on tour with each other, I just don't know how too tell him this!" I smiled and screamed AWWWWWWW!!! She laughed and said "Please don't tell anyone this!" 

The next night Jenna was still there, and Kellin and the rest of the guys were still on tour. I had a Facetime call coming in from Gabe. I answered it and there was Kellin and Jesse performing, Kellin looked into the crowd and said "Ok guys I really need you guys too be quiet as possible, I'm performing a new song for my girlfriend Kendra as you all may know." He looked into the phone as started singing Let Love Bleed Red, I couldn't help but smile and cry. The crowed heard me and said "Aww they are so cute together." When Kellin was done with the song he looked into the phone and said "I will be home as soon as I can sweetie, please stay strong for me I love you!" He blew me a kissed and saw SWS and PTV all go on stage and Gabe was still facetiming me. Gabe pointed me too the rest of the guys and they we love you so much Kendra." Gave pointed me to the crowd and Kellin said "Everyone say Hello too my girlfriend and Jenna from Tonight Alive!" The crowd went crazy and said "We love you guys so much!" Gabe pointed the phone back too Kellin and the rest of the guys stood behind him and said "I love you so much sweetie!" and I heard Vic "Say I love you Jenna, please be mine sweetie."