Miles Away

Missing You

I cried the whole night because I missed Kellin so much. I understood that he had too be their for his fans, but I needed him as much as they do. I knew he wrote me a song but I never knew how and when he was going to perform it. Jenna looked at me and started crying because she knew how it felt too miss someone so badly. I wiped the tears away from eyes and looked at Jenna and smiled. I said "Jenna did you hear what Vic said in the video?" Before I could even get the sentence out of my mouth there was a incoming call on Jenna's phone. Before she got up I got a glipse of who was calling her. It was Vic.To be honest, I have always wanted Jenna and Vic too be together, they just felt and looked right together. When Jenna walked out the room, I picked my phone up and stared at the phone case Kellin had gotten me before he left. Every little thing I looked at reminded me of him and it bothered me. I couldn't take missing him any longer. I dialed my mom's number and spilled my feelings out too her and she knew how I felt. We both started crying over the phone, she told me "Kendra, I know you love Kellin with all your heart sweetie, please be strong, this tour will be over before you know it, when he comes back home please visit, me and your dad misses you both." After our conversation Jenna walked back into the house and started crying even more of happiness this time. She came running too me and said "Vic has just asked me too marry him, I know it's weird that we haven't even dated yet, but we have known each other like for ever." I looked at her and started screaming and jumping around with her. I looked at her and said "we need to go celebrate!"We got into my car and rode down the street, right when I turned the radio on, I heard a very familar voice on the radio, it was Kellin. Before he left he put in a cd of him and the band. Right then that's when I cried so much I never had cried like that before. I didn't know when too call or facetime him because I was affraid he was performing and just the thought of him not answering me scares me. Right when me and Jenna pulled into the resturant parking lot there was a group of teenagers standing outside. I noticed what shirts they where wearing and of course they were wearing SWS, PTV, and MCR shirts. They noticed me and Jenna and begged us for a picture with them. I was being super friendly too them and asked them would they like too eat dinner with us. We all went inside and sat down, right then Kellin wanted to FaceTime me. I answered his call and said "Kellin there are a few fans that would like too meet you sweetie" I pointed the phone towards the group of teens and they all started screaming and crying. After our dinner, Kellin called back and then I was all alone at home, I was scared because I didn't like to be by myself. I answered the phone and Kellin said "Hello sweetie, how's everything going at home?" I wanted to cry right then because I missed him so much, but I didn't want him too know I was crying. I answered him back "Everything is going great, I'm all alone at home which sucks, because you know I hate being all alone by myself." I heard a large crowd in the background and I knew it was a party. I asked "Kellin what's that noise I hear in the back?" He answered back and I knew he was super tired "The bands is having a party outside, but I didn't feel like partying tonight, I just wanted too talk too you and make sure everything was ok. I'm so sorry sweetie, but I have too go now, I love you so much and there is a very serious question, I want too asked you when I get home." I said "Goodnight sweetie, I love you so much and please becareful!"

I hung the phone up and cried because I knew he wanted too be home, but he had too be on tour. I held the phone close just in case. When he goes away on tour I usually can't sleep well without him. When he's here I know everything is ok and safe. I grabbed the laptop and laid in bed, I decided to watch Sleeping With Sirens live and in concert. I just laid back and thought of all the things me and Kellin had went through too get him too where he is now. I just realized how fast everything went and how I wish I could just go back too those days with him. Before I knew it time had gotten away from me, it was 4 am. I knew I had too wake up at 7 am too get ready for work. I worked at Anethem Made with Kellin when he was home. About the time I started working there Kellin was helping me get a clothing line of my own made. 

I laid in bed and close my eyes, I just laid there relaxing before I had too get back up. Before I knew it, it was 6:30 am. I jumped up and grab a tanktop that had Kellin's face on it and some black skinny jeans and converses of course. I grabbed my bag and jumped into my car and made my way down too the store. When I arrived I saw this bus in the parking lot. I pulled up beside it and it was the band's tour bus. All the guys was there Kellin, Jaime, Vic, Gabe, Justin, Jack, Jesse, Tony, and Mike. I ran up too all of them and gave them all a hug, I saved the best for last which was Kellin. Before I realized it, he bent down on one knee and pulled out a ring. I was so shocked, Kellin looked up at me with the cutest smile on his face and said "Kendra, I have always loved you since the first moment we met, will you please make the rest of my happy as you do now?" I cried and bent down in front of Kellin and kissed him and said '"Of course I will marry you Kellin!" All the guys made fun of us and cheered for us. Kellin carried me too the car and kissed me. 

OK GUYS I HOPE YOU GUYS HAVE ENJOYED IT SO FAR, TRUST ME I'M NOT FINISHED WITH THIS YET LOVE YOU ALL!<3