my heart runs after you

Goodbye Mike

she pushed mike away , he fell to the floor while she fought the monster. Lucas and Dustin just starred , she disappeared into thin air , i got up with tears on my face screaming  , but got no response while screaming her name . My sister Nancy opened the door and i fell to the floor . She ran up to me and hugged me , tears where spilling uncontrollably  from my eyes , she looked at me and said "I love the way you lie " since i had told her I did not like Eleven . I looked at her and smiled and said sorry , she pulled me closer and we were hugging for a couple of minutes .
IT WAS DECEMBER...and the snowball was in 29 days , I remember I told Eleven I would go with her but she was no longer here , she disappeared to save us , to save me . I didn't realize that I was looking to where she used to sleep . I felt a hand , when I turned around it was Nancy , she came closer and hugged me . I never thought I would say this but I needed my sister right now . We weren't normally close but after everything , I needed someone to understand me . We went up to the kitchen and sat down for dinner , Holly my little sister wasn't there , she went to her friends house for a sleepover , my sister and I sat down and our parents were looking at hs with a really serious face . Nancy took my hand under the table and gave a smile . My mom took out a little folder . Nancy and I looked at eachother without a clue of what would happen next . My mom opened the file and pushed it our way , it was a picture of Eleven in a hospital gown . I was holding back the tears that were about to spill , I looked over at Nancy and she was doing the same . Mom looked at us and with a serious tone said "have you seen this girl ". I quickly asked why , Nancy said " whats wrong" . Mother replied " the goverment came and told us she was dangerous , they also asked us if she was living in our basement . I whispered "I love her " . My mom didn't hear me but Nancy hear me and replied " should we tell her " . I nod then whisper "follow my lead " . Nacy nods then i say " well I have seen her around the woods , i guess but she is really , mom cuts me off by saying dangerous , I say "no , beautifull , i mean look at her , the way her eyes sparkle , I can see her beauty . Nancy kicks my leg under the table and I say " well that is what Dustin said I mean , he is head over heels for her " then laught lightly . My mom looks at me with a worried face , I smiled and said can I take the picture just in case I ever see her , just to remember what she looks like . Then Nancy and I went running to the basement . I just looked at the picture and said " will she ever come back " . Nancy noded and hugged me while tears spill from my eyes . Then Lucas and Dustin came over to play dungeons and dragons they left early cause my mom called me , I went upstairs and Nancy told me " michael they know" we look at each other with a worried face then mom calls again we both go over to the dinning table and she looks at us then pulls some pictures of me and El , I smile at the tought , but my mom interrupts me and says " anything you wanna tell me mike ?" . I nod and say " I love eleven " My mom drops a sarcastic laught and replies " you don't know what love is michael" I said " I do mom , it took me a while to figure it out but if everytime I saw her i got butterflies and could not even talk properly and everytime she left I felt like my world was being turned upside down then that means I love her mom " i was crying , I dint like this pain . so Nancy said " mom let it go , he loves her let him be , unlike you i wanna see mike happy so I will do whatever I can to help him find Eleven " . mom replied with a good luck with that " . I grabbed mikes hand and we ran to the basement.