my heart runs after you

we have changed?

so I woke up as always and went to school ,
my friends were waiting for me , as I was walking I see eleven holding hands with Romeo ,
im not gonna lie that made my blood boil , we all went to our classrooms and the school was over , we all took our bikes and said our good byes ,
I decided to ride alone today , to clear my thoughts ,
then I crash against some tree and end up badly hurt ,
I try to wake up but my eyes
are slowly closing , leaving me there alone .

elevens pov:
I was going out with romeo ,
we were suppose to met at the park ,
I decided to get there early then I see ,
maddie kissing romeo , I felt tears starting to pour out of my eyes then I ran as far as i could possibly could ,
not looking back , he hurt me. its sad to say I fell hard for Romeo ,

then as I was running I stumble across someone and fall , i quickly apologize before seeing who it was it was , mike , i cried harder , and took him to his house and placed him onto his bed and stayed there for a bit watching his features,his pale skin , his brown eyes , his dark hair , he was perfect , yeah yeah I know what you are thinking , but I do this to protect him ,

I stay way from him to protect him papa told him that he would kill him if I got close to him or he would send someone from his team , I cant tell mike and he probably thinks I am such and ungrateful friend ,

I decided to talk to Romeo to get my mind off of him , the perfect pale curly haired boy , but it dint work the next day i dint go to school because I had to get my mind off of things, I dint tell anyone but I actually got adopted by a guy named Barry ,

I mean he was alright it was more than a month since I was leaving with him , and he didhave anger issues so he has hit me a couple of times

and stuff but never that badly then afterwards he would apolagize and promise he would never do it again , that was a lie but , I tried to ignore that , I told barry i was sick and he left for work , I just started thinking about all of the moments mike and me had together ,

the way he would protect me even if he had to kill himself for it , I knew that mike liked me and to be honest I do like him but I had to be with romeo to avoid him ,

I wanted to protect mike , because I did care , papa was hurting ne and I was hurting mike it was such a visious circle , that I could not stop , I dint know what to do , the only person that knew where I lived was joyce

time passed and my "father " came back from work just by the way he talked I knew he was hight but this time something felt different , I walked down the stairs and saw anger in his eyes something I have necer seen before , he was looking at me and slapped me ,

I fell to the floor but he came closer and kicked me , he took the collar of my shirt and pushed me against a wall then threw me to the floor , he took me and hit my head against the kitchen counter where i cut my fore head ,

tears where streaming down my eyes and its like no ord could come out of my mouth , everything was blurry he let me go for a second and I ran up the stairs and locked myslef in my room , then fell to the floor ,

when I woke up it was daytime which meant it was friday which meant i was late for school my head was really hurt and all the bruises in my face could not be covered ,

Barry had alredy left for work , which meant i was alone , I could not go to school today i mean everyone woukd look at me like i was some sort of monster ,

I did feel like one but nobody had to know , I went downstairs and opened the fridge but there was no food in there so i decided to quickly go to the gas station to buy something , I trued to cover the most amount of bruises with clothes but , my face was still visable

i just decided to wear a pair of sunglases , as i entered the gas station i quickly see someone i didnt want to see or more specificly i didnt want them to see me ,

i quickly turn around he he was facing me , mike wheeler was facing me , i try to smile but he has a worried look on his face , his eyes are filled with pain , I could know he was hurt , so i just said that I was feeling sick and left ,

I thought it was gonna be harder to convince him that i was fine , but im glad that he bought it , as i wlked home i placed the stuff on the fridge

and walk upstairs to change i has alredy taken off my beanie and my glases , my scarf was out too i laughted a bit when i notced the amount of stuff i was wearing then i open my bedroom dorr and find him sitting on my bed , he lokks and my and no words came out just tears and , i started crying too

he walked over to me and gave me a hug , then he asked " who did this to you" "are you okay" ,

I just replied " no mike , im not. but dont worry okay everything will be fine , he just hugged me tighter , then he said its that the reason why you have been avoiding me ,

i quickly say no mike its not that , he nods and says well then what is it , I quickly know im gonna regret this but i cant tell him about papa

so i just respond " i dont want to be your friend " i quickly look at him his eyes are full of pain more pain that i had caused he said "why"

his voice was cracking , it just made me cry harder , but i answer because I dont like you nad i never had so you nedd to stay away from me because i hate you mike wheeler ,

I quickly put my hand over my mouth knowing that every word I just said was a lie , he looked at me while tears where streaming down his face ,

he looks at me and said " im sorry that i ever loved you , those word burry themselves into my skull and he walked away from me ,

with anger and pain in his eyes , i just screamed im sorry but knew that there was no way i was gonna fix this but the tought of him being safe calm me down , and i just closed my eyes and went to sleep .

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❤️sooooo this is the longest chapter ive ver writen and i think i will do longer chapter anyway i hope you guys enjoy the  book and i will try to update as soon as i can thank you for voting 💙